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We kissed one another. "I love you Robbie..." I whispered against his lips. "I love you too Mrs Williams to be." He grinned. Wow. Mrs Williams! I'm going to be Robbie Williams' wife! Girls would kill to be in my position. I'm the luckiest girl ever! I pulled him closer kissing him again. "Mmm..." Robbie moaned which made our lips vibrate. Slowly I bit my lip. "So..." My finger trailed on his chest whilst he was still on his knees. "So..." Robbie cheekily smiled. "I think I might go to bed.." I stood up and walked into the living room towards the door. I looked back Robbie was still on his knees in the kitchen looking at me. "Coming?" I winked at him. It didn't take long for him to get to his feet. "Thought you'd never ask!" Robbie started to run towards me. I ran upstairs laughing. "Yazzzzz get back here!" Robbie growled chasing me upstairs. I ran into the bedroom and hid behind the door. "Yaz..." Robbie whispered walking into the bedroom looking for me. "BOO!" I pounced on Robbie making both of us fall onto the bed. "Fuck! You scared me!" Robbie frowned at me. "Sorry..." I pouted a little. "Good!" Out of no were Robbie got on top of me wrapping his legs either side of me. "Ooooft...Mr Williams what are you trying to do to me." A cheeky grin formed on my face whilst Robbie's lips found my neck. "I'm...going...to... Fuck you..." He left wet trails of kisses down my chest as he ripped off my clothes...

Chapter 61

"Yasmiiiinnnnnnn" I heard Robbie call from the bottom of the stairs. I sat on the bed my hair was messy and my eyes opened slowly. "Y...yes babe?" I moved my hair from my face. "I'm going to the shops. Do you need anything?" How long was i asleep for? "N...no thank you..." I crawled out of bed and to the wardrobe. "Okay... see you in a minute." Robbie went out. I started getting dressed. Not sure whether it's my eyes, because i've just woke up... or do i have a little bump?!! Oh gosh..... My eyes filled. There really is a little life inside of me.

"Don't come in!!!" Robbie laughed. "Why? What are you up?" I smiled trying to get past Robbie. "I'm doing you something now sit in the living room." Robbie pointed not letting me in. "Buuuut..." I pouted. Robbie shook his head, smiled and went back into the kitchen. It was 8pm, and once again there was nothing on tv to watch. The smells from the kitchen made me really hungry. "Rob?" I called picking myself up off the sofa. "One minute almost done." The sound of banging of cutlery came from the kitchen. I stood up and walked to the closed door of the kitchen. I went to knock, but before i could Robbie opened it. "You can come in now." He grinned. As i walked in there was rose petals on the table which was set with two plates with food and candles. "Ohhh... Rob..." My eyes started to water. He's done all this for me... i really don't deserve him.  "I love you Yaz...." Robbie stroked my cheek and kissed me softly.

"God i'm full..." I pushed my plate away. "Full? You're eating for two now... or am i just greedy?" Robbie laughed. "Do i need to answer that Mr Williams?" I winked cheekily. "Oooooo you're cheeky aren't you?!" He playfully tapped my arm. "So.... you don't dessert then..." He took our plates to the worktop and went into the fridge pulling out a strawberry cheesecake. "WOW!" My eyes lit up. "Thought so." He winked at me and placed a slice of the cake on each plate, and walked back to the table. "This is amazing babe..." I stroked his hand. "Like you... " He seemed a little nervous. "Are you okay?" I bit my lip a little. I started to get worried. "Uh huh... tuck in." Robbie gave me a sweet smile. "O...okay..." I looked around for a fork or spoon, but there wasn't one. "Ermm... i need something to eat it with." I smiled at him. "No... use your hands..." Is this a joke? I frowned a bit, as he pressed play on the cd player. The song ''Just the way you are'' By Bruno Mars  started to play. Slowly i looked at him. "Tuck in... " He smiled again softly singing to me. ''Cos you're amazing just the way you are..." I started eating a few strawberries with my fingers. His eyes didn't leave my plate. What's he looking for? I stuck my finger into the cream, but something hard was in the way. I looked at Robbie who seemed to be a bit on edge. Carefully i felt around until something got stuck on my finger tip. I pulled my finger out with cream around it. I sucked off the cream and it revealed a silver ring with a sparkling diamond on. "O....O...Oh.... my...." It felt like i had a lump in my throat as i stared at this gorgeous ring resting on the palm of my hand. "Yasmin...." Robbie got on his knees. My heart started beating faster and my tears were building. "I've never... met a woman like you... you clear my dark skies... you're there for me no matter what..." His lip started to tremble. "You make me the happiest man... you've changed me into a better person... and i'd want nothing more than for us to be a family... you, me and our little bundle... i want you to be my wife.... Yasmin will you marry me...?" A tear escaped his eye onto my knee. Oh god oh god... tears started to fall from my eyes. "Y...Yes..." It came out as a whisper. This is perfect! "YES ROBBIE YES!!!" I pulled him into a tight hug sobbing against his chest. "I love you..." He wiped his eyes. "I love... love you too..." I smiled as he placed the finger on my finger.

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I lay In bed with Robbie. I was huge! Can't believe the past 9months have almost gone. "Owww..." I moaned. The pains were back, but a lot stronger than before. They haven't been this strong before. Shit. I think its time. "R...Rob..." My breathing started to become faster. "What is it babe?" Robbie rubbed his eyes a little and looked at me. "I....I..think..." I bit my lip panicking. "Oh god..." Robbie jumped out of bed. We arrived at the hospital. It was as if I was going to give birth any second they were that bad. I held tight to my belly as the nurse took me to one of the rooms. Robbie was sweaty and nervous. "Mr Williams. Please take a seat." The nurse pointed to an empty chair along side a bed. Robbie sat down. "Its...its okay Yaz... It will be over soon and we'll have our baby." He gave me a smile to ease me, but I couldn't think of anything else apart from the pain and how much I wanted to push. I was in labour for our 2hours, but it only seemed like 5minutes. The nurse took our baby our to the otherside of the room. "Huh? Where's my baby??!" I shouted. Then there was a loud cry. Robbie breathed a sigh of relief. "I want my baby!" I cried, but the nurse did not turn around. "Mr Williams.." The nurse beckoned Robbie over. "What?? What's wrong??!" My breathing started to speed up as Robbie walked over. "Oh...my god..." I heard Robbie say loudly then turn to me. Tears streamed down my face. "W...what..??" Our baby was still crying. "Y...you cheat! You cheated with my bestfriend!" Robbie shouted at me. "W...what?" My heart felt like it stopped. "The nurse just did a dna test.... This baby is not mine! Its...its... Gary Barlow's!" Robbie ran off outside the room. "Yasmin wake up!!" I felt myself being shook. My eyes opened, I was sweating and my heart was beating fast. "Yaz you've had a dream... A nightmare by the sound of it!" Robbie pulled me into a hug. This was all a dream?? Oh god.... I cried holding Robbie. "Th...the baby...has been born??" I held my belly. "No babe... You've got ages yet... It was all a dream." Robbie stroked my back.

Chapter 59

*Gary's point of view*

Mark didn't say anything he still kept me in a hug and i heard him swallow hard. Is he mad? Mark's not one to get mad.. but then again something like this has never happened. "Are you sure?" He finally spoke pulling away a little to look at my face. "W...what do you mean?" Slowly i looked up at him. His face was blank. "Is it not these hospital drugs or something?" Mark looked at me. "I...I'm sure..." I sighed wiping my eyes. "I'm guessing Robbie doesn't know? I am right?" Maybe it was a good idea i told Mark...I can trust him. "N...no..ermm...Mark...?" I looked at him. "Yes mate...?" He sat back in his chair. "I...I don't know what to do...what if..." My lip started to tremble. "Oh... the baby... is it...?" I knew he was going to ask this... and i don't know the answer to it. "I....i don't...know..." A soft sigh left my lips. Don't get me wrong my dream is to be a dad. I love Yasmin, but Robbie's her boyfriend... and he doesn't know about all this. "Right.... how did this all start?" Mark made himself comfy. He knew it would be a long story. "Well...." I began.


After an hour or more Mark finally knew the whole story. "You had a threesome?? Dirty bugger." Mark smiled softly. "Yeaah... well not me and Robbie you know... but he let me with Yasmin..." I smiled a little. "Well... seeing as that all began because Robbie let you have sex with his girlfriend... then isn't Robbie partly to blame? I mean it's not entirely his fault, but if he hadn't let you in the first place it wouldn't of carried on right?" Mark stroked my shoulder. "Y..yeah..." I didn't want to blame Robbie for the mess i've made to his relationship, but Mark has a point. "Do you love her?" Mark's face became more serious. All i could do was nod slightly. I heard him sigh a little. Out of my whole life of events this has been the hardest thing i've ever done confessing i'm having an affair with my best mate's girlfriend and saying i love her. "Does she love you?" He asked. I shrugged a little. "Has she been carrying it on too?" Of course she has? Otherwise i wouldn't be telling you this! Don't get mad Gary... he's helping. "What ever happens Gary... i'll be here for you... what ever you decide. And i'll be needing to talk to Yasmin too..." He stroked my knee. "T...Thank you.." My eyes started to fill. He real is like a brother no matter what happens Mark is there to help and i couldn't be more thankful. "Give us a cuggle." Mark winked. "Cuggle..." I smiled a little while some tears escaped. We hugged again. I'll be having a nurse to help out at my flat once i'm home. I can't fully walk properly so i need help, but having friends there too will help... hopefully Yasmin will visit...

Chapter 58

*Gary's point of view*

My head was spinning. What if Yasmin's carrying my baby? Robbie's my best mate, and i've been sleeping with his girlfriend. I see now why he fell for her. "Oi Barlow!" I looked up slightly seeing Mark standing in the doorway grinning at me holding something behind his back. "Hello Mark." I sat up slowly. I was generally pleased to see him. "Hiya Gaz... how're you feeling?" Mark closed the door. "Yeah... i'm good thank you, and yourself? Come in lad." I pointed to a chair next to me. "Yeah i'm good.... i have a present for you..." Mark walked in and sat on the chair. "Oh... what's that then?" I felt like a 10year old boy when it came to presents. "Chocolate!" Mark handed me a gold box with a ribbon on top. "Wow! You know i can't have too much chocolate..." I bit my lip. "Well you're in hospital... and you did save Robbie's and Yasmin's lives." Mark smiled cheekily. "Hmmm.... maybe ONE wont hurt." I winked.

"One Gaz?" Mark laughed as i placed the empty box to the end of the bed. "Ay i wasn't the only one!" I laughed and accidentally banged my arm on the bed railing. "FUCK!" I jumped slightly. "Are you okay??!" Mark looked worried. "Y...Yeah... just my burn.." I sighed. "C...Can i see?" Mark lifted his head slightly looking at my arm. It had cling film around it and a lot of white cream. "If you want." I shrugged a little and unwrapped my arm. There was a burn about the size of  hand down my arm which was bright red. "Fuck Gaz... you're a true hero... a lot braver than me." Mark rubbed my shoulder. "No biggie." Carefully i started wrapping it up again. "No biggie? Jeez Gaz... You saved to people's lives... your best mate and his girlfriend." Mark shook his head and smiled softly at me. "T...Three people..." It almost came out as a whisper. "Three? Who else was there?" Mark raised his eyebrow. "It doesn't matter." I fiddle with the bed sheet. "It does Gaz... Tell me..." He placed his hand on my shoulder. "Erm...Y...Yasmin's..." Softly i sighed. "Pregnant." I bit my lip. "WOW!" Mark grinned. "That's great news! Good on them!" Mark was really happy for them. "Yeah... good on them." I couldn't even looked up i just looked at my hands. "Gaz..." Mark looked at me. I didn't answer him. "Is there something you're not telling me? Is there something wrong?" Mark was always the one who knew when something was wrong. He was a good listener, and helped everyone. "Erm...I've done something... bad Mark..." Unexpectedly i just burst into tears covering my face with my hands. "Oh gosh Gary..." Mark pulled me into a hug and softly stroked my back. Comforting me as i sobbed against his chest. "What is it mate...maybe i can help you... is someone after you? Trying to hurt you?" Mark sounded worried. "No...no..." I sobbed. "Tell me Gaz... i'll help you...we're like brothers." He's right. Mark is like a brother. He's always there for me no matter what. "I've...i've... been sleeping with Yasmin..." I cried even more.

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"I...I'm...pregnant..." I looked at Robbie's hand. "Yes babe... don't sound so shocked... the amount of times we've...erh" Robbie winked at me. "Erm... y...yeah.." I half smiled and blushed. "Lets go home then!" Robbie stood up putting his hands on the wheelchair. "B...but...what about..." I turned around and looked at Gary. "Oh... don't worry Yasmin... Mark's coming later..." Gary gave me a soft smile. It was obviously fake. "If you need owt Gaz give us a call okay?" Robbie smiled. "I will mate i will... now go on you two have fun... and congratulations to you both." Gary nodded. "T....thanks..." I couldn't even look him in the eye. Robbie wheeled me down the ward. "Are you okay Yaz?" He stroked my arm. I was lost in my thoughts again. What if Gary's the Dad? Once the baby's born Robbie will know... it wont look like him. "Uh...huh...just a lot to take in..." I smiled softly.

We arrived home. Thank god i didn't need a wheel chair! "Come on Mummy." Robbie opened my side of the car. "Rob... i'm pregnant not elderly." I smiled. "Sorry babe... i'm just excited... haven't been this happy in a long time." We walked into the house. "Right you go upstairs you need your rest. I'm going to make you a light snack and we can lay in bed and pop a DVD on. How does that sound?" Robbie hung our coats up. "But-" Before i could get my words out Robbie placed his finger on my lips. "No buts." He smiled and walked into the kitchen. I walked upstairs and changed into my nightwear. It was a pink silky night dress quite short just ending before the knee. I looked at myself in the full body mirror. I didn't have a bump yet, but i will soon. Slowly i stroked my stomach up and down sighing softly. I've always dreamt of being a Mum, but not this way. "You'll be getting a bump soon." I heard a voice speak behind me. Robbie walked in carrying various things on. Including chocolate, two cups of tea and toast he placed it on the bed and wrapped his arms around me from behind. "You're going to make a great Mum Yaz." He rubbed his chin against my shoulder. "You're going to make a great...Dad." I stroked his cheek.

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"Its okay Yasmin..." Gary ran his fingers through my hair. Did he hear? My heart was racing. What if he heard me?? "Gary...erm..did...you-." Before I could ask the question Robbie walked into the ward. "Yaz." Robbie looked at me. "Robbie...I.." Gary let go of me. "Have you told her?" He raised his eyebrow at Gary. "Not yet.." Gary sighed. "Told me? Told me what?" I started to panic. "The nurses were worried when you collapsed...and it was a good thing Gary got you out when he did..." Robbie walked over to me placing his hand on my shoulder. "Why?? What's wrong?" My lip started to tremble. "You're..." Robbie took a deep breath. "You're pregnant Yasmin." Robbie's face lit up. "I..I.." I was in shock. Pregnant?? But... Before I could think anymore Robbie pulled me into the tightest hug. I was speechless. How long am I pregnant... I haven't been with Gary for a few weeks...but if I'm longer than a month it could be Gary's... Gary gave me a light smile while he was sat in his bed. "I'm the happiest man alive!" Robbie kissed me. "We're having a baby Yaz! You and me..." He placed his hand on my belly. "And our little bundle."

Chapter 55

My tears started to flood out my eyes. Gary basically saved mine and Robbie's lives. I blame myself. Well it is my fault all this is my fault! "Yaz??? Why are crying?" Robbie looked worried at me gripping to my shoulders. "G...G...Gary.." I mumbled. "What about him?" Robbie raised his eyebrow. "He's....He's...d...d..." I couldn't even bring myself to let those words leave my lips. "Dead?" Robbie spoke it for me. I burst into tears holding him as tight as i could. "Yaz?" Robbie seemed confused. I couldn't speak. I'm hurting too much. Unbelievable. I can't believe i'm thinking this, but... i love Gary... i love Gary Barlow! "I need to see him..." I wiped my eyes. "I'll come with you..." Robbie took hold of my wheel chair. "No... i... i need to do this alone."

The nurse took me to Gary's room and slowly wheeled me beside his bed. "He's asleep." She whispered to me. What??! So he's not dead!??? Oh thank god! "H....He's....alive?" It almost came as a whisper. "Yes hun... just resting he's got a burn on his left arm, but that will heal. He was lucky. Hiding under the desk." My heart felt like it was going to explode. Happiness was a big part. "T....Thank you..." The nurse walked away leaving me and Gary alone. For a few minutes i didn't know what to say. "G....Gary..." I whispered. He didn't reply. Was he unconscious? The nurse never said. "Y....You saved my life... both of our lives... you're a true hero." Still Gary didn't answer. "I...I've been having these feelings.... since we first... you know... but after this it's become clear..." I took a deep breath. "G....Gary...Barlow.... i love.. you..." My tears fell again and slowly i touched his hair and closed my eyes. Unexpectedly his hand moved and my eyes snapped open. Gary sat up in bed pulling out two headphones. "Oh... Hello Yasmin?" Gary smiled. What...just...happened?! I was in complete shock. My mouth even opened slightly. "Yasmin? Are you okay?" Gary looked at me. I didn't know what to do. I just burst into tears hugging him tightly.

chapter 54

I was woken by usual sounds. "Yasmin? Yasmin hun open your eyes sweetie." Spoke a female voice. Slowly I opened my eyes to a woman in a white over all and tied up brown hair. She was just smiling at me. "W...what?" I slowly tried to sit up. "Easy darling you're in the hospital." She wrote down a few notes. That's when it hit me...the fire! "W...where's Robbie?!" I sat up quickly. "And Mr Williams is... Your-" She looked through her notes. "Boyfriend...he's my boyfriend." My breathing increased and my heart pounded faster. "Mr Williams is doing fine.." She smiled. "C...Can I see him?" I breathed a sigh of relief. "Of course." The nurse wheeled over a wheelchair and helped me in it. It seemed like ages until we came to another ward. "All the girls wanna suck my dummy!!" I heard someone rapping. Is that? Could it be?! "I think we can hear him." The nurse laughed and wheeled me inside. Robbie was stood up doing a few little dance moves and a few raps. Entertaining the nurses and patients. "Robbie!!" I also shouted. Robbie turned round and gave me the biggest grin. "YAZZZ!!" He came running over hugging me tightly. "God I missed you...I...I thought I couldn't control my tears. "Nooo..." Robbie wiped my tears. Oh shit! Gary!! "Where's....where's.. G...Gary??!" That's when I remember everything... Gary couldn't get out. "Erm..." Robbie sighed.

chapter 53

We shuffled to the window. I could smell the smoke now even though my hand was around my mouth. Gary didn't have his hand around his mouth anymore. He was holding Robbie with both hands which meant he all access to the smoke. Gary was almost choking from the smoke even tears were falling down his face from the smoke. "H...hold...on." Gary coughed loudly and smashed the window with a chair. "Y..you...go..go...first Yasmin..." Gary held to the side of the window ledge trying to breathe slowly. "B..but..." I held Robbie even tighter. "GO!" He choked. Slowly I went out the window and onto some stairs. Gary took Robbie's head and shoulders and guided him out the window. "Grab...his l..legs" He was panting even more. The smoke was unreal how much there was. I pulled Robbie's legs making him fall on top of me. I was getting really dizzy from the smoke. "G...Gary...c...come...out..." My eyes wouldn't focus. Everything was spinning. Gary got one of his legs out the window, but before he could get out there was the loudest bang and he got pulled back in. "Noooooo!!!" I screamed trying to get to my feet. I looked through the window which was now covered in flames. There was no sign of Gary. Then everything just went black...

Chapter 52

I looked at Gary. My lip started to tremble slightly my emotions started to take over. "Yasmin...Are you okay?" Gary gave me a concerned look. "I...I...er...." A couple of tears from from my eyes and down my cheeks. "Yasmin?!" Gary held my shoulder. "Are you okay?" He repeated. "N...Robbie...erm..."My tears fell from my eyes i couldn't hold them in anymore. I felt myself being pulled against Gary's chest. "Come on...we'll talk in private.'' We walked to the office of the club and he sat me down behind the desk. It was quieter away from the people and music. "Right... what's happened?" Gary sat on the edge of the desk. "M...Me and Rob...errr... we went to the toilets...and..." I wiped my eyes. "Did he force you??" Gary knelt in front of my stroking my leg trying to comfort me. "No noooo.... i...i wanted to...." Robbie would never force me to have sex. I love him and he loves me. "Oh... good!" Gary gave a sigh of relief. "B...but... when we did... he just left me... walked away without saying anything... as if i was nobody... he hurt my feelings." I hid my face in my hands and started crying even more. "Awww... Yasmin..." Gary pulled me into a tight hug. "He didn't mean it... he must be drunk... right?" He stroked my hair. "Y...Yeah..." I sighed. "Give us a smile?" Gary wiped away a few tears with his thumb. Slowly i tried to give him a smile, but we was interrupted by a slam of the office door. Both of our heads turned to the direction. "Oi! Barlow what do you think you're doing?!" Robbie stood at the door. Stumbling over himself. Out of his head. "Mate...i was just comforting her... she was upset that you left her that's all." Gary moved his hand from my face. "Fucking liar! You was all over her!" Robbie moved closer to us. "Rob... please... go home... you're drunk." Shit... i'm scared now. "When i'm finished with him! I will and you're coming with me!" I didn't expect things to go like this! Not tonight! "Rob... don't talk to her like that she's your girlfriend not an animal." Gary stood up not wanting any trouble. "Keep out of this!" Robbie pushed Gary against the wall. "ROB! NO!" I shouted pulling him with me. "Shit..." Gary held his back. "Gary are you okay?!" I went over to him and helped him stand up. "Yaz we are leaving!" Robbie grabbed my arm. "Don't touch her like that!" Gary tripped Robbie up and he fell to the floor. "GARY! What are you doing??!" What's happening?! Why are doing this? "Rob?" He didn't move. Oh no please.... what's happened to him?? He just layed there as if he's asleep. Even now Gary looked worried. "GARY WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!??" I screamed kneeling down to Robbie. "I...I...er..." Gary went pale.

The music had stopped outside, and there was screams in the club. I tried waking Robbie up, but he wouldn't. "Gary what's happening??!" I looked at him. "Oh....my....god...." His eyes widened looking behind me at the office door. "WHAT?!" I was panicking so much i was struggling to breathe. "L....Look...." Gary pointed at the bottom of the door. Slowly i turned my head. I couldn't believe it black smoke was coming from the door and into the office. "OH MY GOD!!!" I felt like passing out. There's a fire?? "Yasmin... we need to get out of here! NOW!" Gary shouted holding his back. "I'm not leaving Robbie!!" I still tried to wake Robbie up, but it just wasn't working. Gary tried to bend down. He frowned from the pain in his back and took hold of Robbie. "Help me stand him up." More smoke was coming into the office. "Hold your mouth don't breathe any in..." We both held our mouths and took Robbie to the office door. When we opened the door flames grew in front of us. We couldn't get out the door the flames were too big. "Shut the door!" Gary shouted. We closed the door and looked around the office. More and more smoke filled the room in black clouds. "The window!" Gary half coughed and half shouted. That was our only hope in getting out alive...

Chapter 51

About a week had pasted and Gary was still texting me non stop. Me and Robbie decided to go out with some friends for a party. We booked a private area in a club. Nothing too much. Just a little get together to have fun and a drink. "Everything sorted babe?" Robbie wrapped his arm around my waist as i put the finishing touches to the table. "Uh huh..." I looked around the decorated room. "Looks perfect to me!" He placed a soft kiss on the top of my head. "Thank you baby." I squeezed his side gently. "LETS GET THE PARTY STARTEDDD!!" Mark jumped down the club steps. "Oh.... where is everyone?" Mark blushed looking at me and Robbie. "I think you're a bit early mate." Robbie laughed. "I am?" Mark looked at his watch. "8pm mate.... it's now 6:30." Robbie walked over and gave him a man hug. "Ooooh...." Mark giggled and hugged Robbie back. "Hello Yasmin!" Mark hugged me too. "Hiya Mark, you look well." I smiled and hugged him back. "Yeah i'm good thanks, love parties me! How're you?" Mark slipped his coat off. He was dressed in a smart grey shirt and trousers. Robbie poured some cocktails. "I'm great thank you Mark."

It was 10pm and everyone was having a great time. Howard was pretending to hump Jason. Maybe we were all a little too drunk, but it was amazing! Gary hadn't turned up... thank god! I went to get another cocktail. Where's Robbie gone? I glanced the crowded room, and noticed Mark chatting up some girls. I walked over to him. Maybe he knows? "Mark!" He didn't hear me over the music. "MARRKK!" I shouted louder. "Ohhhh hiyaaaaaaa!" He was obviously drunk. He couldn't even keep his eyes straight. "Have you seen Rob?" I raised my voice. "Naaah lovey i haven't!" Hmmm.. where the hell has he gone then? I needed the toilet maybe i'll bump into him on the way. I walked into the girls toilets. Some girls were doing their make up in the mirror. "Hello." I smiled. "Hi." They smiled. "Come on Georgina... we don't want Mark getting anyway!" Heather smiled. Wow... Mark is popular tonight. "Excuse me, but i think you'll find he's more into me!" Beth interrupted. After they finished making themselves up they left. I walked to the sink and started washing my hands. Lost in thought. What if Robbie went off with someone.. I was soon interrupted when the bathroom went pitch black. Oh shit! I couldn't see a thing. My hands went to my bag searching for my phone. I needed a bit of light at least. Before i could go into my bag someone grabbed me. FUCK! I was shaking. They didn't speak which made it even more scary. I tried to scream but the music outside was too loud. "SSsshh..." I felt some lips make contact with my neck. Eh?! "R....Robbie?! Is that you?" I lifted my hands feeling for his face. "Ssshittt... you got meeee!" He was drunk. "You bastard!! You fucking scared me!" I pushed his chest. "Awww... i'm sowwwiieeee..." Robbie squeezed me tight into a hug. "Twat..." I mumbled. "Mmm..." Robbie squeezed me a little more moving his hand down to my bum. "What?" I couldn't see his face so i didn't know what he was on about. "You've turned me onnnnn!" He growled against my neck. "No...Rob...we can't not here... people are outside!" I stepped backwards a little. What if someone did walk in. Gosh... "I don't give a fuckk!" Robbie pushed me against the bathroom wall. Fuck. He bit into my neck and dug his fingers into my inner thighs. God what is this man doing to me?! "Rob..." I moaned as i felt him move my underwear to the left hand side.  "I'm gonna fuck ya... Yaz... harddddd...." Still holding my wrists in one hand i heard him unzip himself. I couldn't even see what he was doing just guessing by the noises i heard. The next minute i felt myself being lifted up against the wall. Oh fuck.... "Is the door locked?" I panted slightly. Robbie slammed into me hard. "FUCK!" I bit my lip hard holding onto his shoulders to steady me. "Don't talk!" He growled against my ear as he started thrusting as fast as he could into me. "Oh god..." I moaned uncontrollable. "What did i fucking say?!!" He pushed harder and deeper into me. My god! I was so close... i had to! After a few more hard thrusts i couldn't take it. "Rob...i...i'm..." My forehead was getting a little sweaty. "NO!" He bit my lip hard. What?? I can't hold on much longer. "I say when!" Robbie went as fast as he possibly could. He was close. "Yazzz... shit..i...." His teeth made contact with my neck. That was it i couldn't hold back any longer. "R....R...ROBBB!!!!" I screamed as i finally came making him release himself too. Slowly he let me down from the wall. "Rob... that was...." I panted as we started dressing ourselves again. "Put...the light on...babe..." I breathed heavy. Robbie stumbled to the light switched and flicked it on. Fuck that was bright. "Babe... are you okay?" I looked a little worried. He hasn't really spoke much tonight. "i'm fineee..." Once he was dressed he left. What?! So he just wanted sex?? The bastard! Thanks for that Robbie thank you! I made myself look presentable and walked out the toilets. Mark caught my eye when i walked out. He was surrounded by a group of girls. Mollie, Shannon, Jodee, Katie and Victoria all followed him to the toilets giggling, Mark had his arms around them. Woah. Someone's got lucky. I shook my head and walked to the bar sitting on a stool totally hurt by what Robbie just did. How could he just have sex with me and walk away? He's my boyfriend for god sake! I downed my cocktail. "Easy you..." I heard a friendly voice. I looked up. I couldn't believe it. It was Gary standing behind me with a small grin on his face.

Chapter 50

For fuck sake what the hell does he want??! I dialed his number. "Yasmin?!" A voice spoke from the other end. "Gary what do you want?!" I tried to keep as quiet as i possibly could. "Oh so you know how to answer a phone then?" Gary spoke with an annoyed tone. "Don't have a go at me! Why are you doing this? After what you said at the hospital. How could you Gary? I thought you was different!" I started to get out of breathe, because he was making me angry. "Well it's true! You need to get this sorted Yasmin... stringing us along like this.." He smirked. I'm sorry... but did he just smirk at me?! "Listen here!" I raised my voice. "Yaz? Babe are you okay?" Robbie knocked on the door. Oh shit... I quickly put my mobile in my dressing gown. "Uh huh babe... i'm good." I opened the door. "Who was you talking to?" Robbie raised his eyebrow at me. "Talking? No baby... i wasn't... "I smiled and walked back into the bedroom. Shortly Robbie joined. "Ready for round two...?" I felt his grin against my neck. "Ooooh.... someones horny today.." I patted his bum. "Why not... there's nowt to do.... apart from you..." He gave me a cheeky smile. A smile you can't say no to. "Fuck sake....fine..." I bit my lip. Robbie opened my dressing gown and let it drop to the floor. Our lips pressed together softly at first then increased rapidly. His tongue demanded entry to my mouth. I slowly opened my mouth allowing him. I felt his erection brush my inner thigh. Oh shit. I'm hot again! Gently whilst kissing he positioned me on the bed and lay ontop of me. His hard erection pushing against my stomach. "Oh fuck me Robbie..." I mumbled. Without hesitation that's what he did. Pushing himself as deep as he possibly could into me. "Shhhittttt...." I dug my finger nails into his back. I'm sure i'd fetch blood, but he didn't seem to mind he just increased his thrusting speed. "Oh b....babe.... i...i...think..." What is this man doing to me? I'm so close. "Come babe..." He panted with a heavy breath. "Mmmm...." My breathing was all over the place. He thrusted as fast as he could. "Come for me Yaz...." I felt his teeth then tongue move along my neck. "Ohhhhh....s....shit....i......ROBBBBBB!!!" I couldn't hold it anymore, and came. Bringing him to his climax too. "Fuckkkk....." He moaned. "That's it babe." I looked him in the eyes. "YAZZZZ...." He hissed as he released himself into me. "Fuck......" I softly kissed his forehead. "Amazing....baby...." I smiled at him stroking his bed head. "Very!" He grinned. "Be right back..." Robbie got up. "W...Where are you going?" I looked confused. "Wee? And i better clean myself up." He giggled and went to the toilet. I sighed happily laying bed.

I decided to get out of bed and get dressed. I didn't really like laying in bed all day. Especially not on my own. I grabbed some jeans and a tshirt. God that man does take a while to clean up! "Rooobbbb...." I called . "One minuteeeeeeee!" He called back. I went to walk to the bathroom, but stepped on my phone. "ouch!" That hurt. I bent down and picked it up. Woah! 72minutes... someones been on the phone for 72minutes?!!! Oh fuck! That means.... surely not! I looked through my phone but i couldn't get it to show me who i called. Stupid piece of rubbish! What if it was my Mum?! How embarrassing. I sat on the bed and tried to work it out who i must of rang... still it only came up with 72minutes... This is useless! I threw it on the bed. "Rob have you done yet?!" I called a little annoyed, because of my phone mainly. "I'm getting dressed hold your horses!" Robbie talked back. My phone started buzzing. Oh no...no... what if that's the person. After about 10 minutes of thinking should i or shouldn't i... i bought myself to look. I pressed on the home screen. Biting my lip i opened the message. Thank you.. x It read. Slowly i moved my thumb to see the id. I couldn't believe it. The text showed the message and id. From: Gary- Thank you.. x My heart almost pounded out my chest.

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I snuck into the bathroom and started to put my clothes on. Stockings, lacy underwear and bra to match. Also i put a pencil skirt and a blouse which showed off my cleavage. Finally i tied my hair up into a loose bun and put some glasses on. "Mr Williams... are you okay..?" I smiled looking at myself in the mirror. "GET BACK HERE!" I heard Robbie's voice say from the bedroom. I was just about to go back into him until my phone buzzed. ''(1) new message- Gary : I miss you Yasmin... can we talk please?''  i ignored the message and continued to get ready. A couple more minutes later my phone started to ring. ''Imcoming call - Gary''  Oh for fuck sake! What does he want? This is bad timing! The phone stopped ringing and i got another message. ''(3) new messages - Gary : Why aren't you answering me?'' I put my phone in the medicine cabinet and opened the bathroom door. Slowly i walked into the bedroom back to where Robbie was. The door creaked a little and i walked in slowly. "ABOUT....F...F...F...." Robbie's eyes widened as he looked at me up and down. Dressed as a naughty teacher. "Something wrong Mr Williams...?" I sucked my finger softly. "OH GOD....." He instantly hardened. "Oh...Miss... will do fine.." I tried my bed not to laugh as i slowly made my way the bed. I stroked my finger along his bottom lip and moved closer to his face. "How're you...today...'' Our lips were about a centimetre away from one anothers. "What do you think...??" Robbie panted. "Hmmm...." My hand trailed down his chest and rested onto his stomach. His forehead looked a little sweaty. "What lesson should i teach you today..." I bit my lip gently. "S....Sex...!!!" Robbie growled. "Sex Mr Williams?" Trailing my hand further down to his inner thighs. "FUCK ME!" He grunted. "Language Mr Williams..." I tutted. Taking a hard grip to his length. "MMmmm...." His eyes closed tight. "I need to teach you something today...." My hand moved faster against him until he was hard enough. I straddled him placed a leg either side of him. "So.... Mr Williams..." I lent forwards. My breasts where almost touching his face as i pressed my lips against his. He moaned loudly trying to free himself from the handcuffs. "Careful... you might hurt yourself..." I gently tugged his bottom lip. "I...I want to touch you..." He breathed. "Nah uh... not yet...." I winked as i slide my skirt off. "Shit..... you're wearing stockings!" I knew exactly what turned him on. "Do you like...." I flashed myself at him. "HOLY FUCK YASMIN!" He growled. I pulled the glasses further down to the end of my nose. "Is that a yes?" I smirked and started to unbutton my bloused. I tossed it behind me, so now remained in my bra and pants. I pulled my hair from the bun and shook my head so my hair came undone. "Oh fuck...." Robbie moaned louder. "I'm going to teach you a lesson... how to fuck hard!" I sucked my lip. "Mmmmm....." Was Robbie's only response. I unclasped my bra and pulled the straps down my arms and threw it on the floor. My lips fell onto his again. My breasts stroking his chest during the kiss. Any minute he's going to explode. I took my pants off by pulling the lace which made them come undone. "You're a gorgeous man... Robert..." It was hard not to laugh. I took hold of his hard length and position it inside of me. "YAZZZ...." Robbie hissed as he entered me. I started moving up and down on him. Increasing my speed rapidly. God this is good! Robbie's face was turned red. He was keeping his release in as much as he could. I didn't want this to end, and by the looks of it neither did he.

We had been having sex for well over an hour and neither of us could keep it in any longer. "SHHHITTT YAZZZZZZ!!" Robbie shouted as he released himself. With that it made me come too. "R...R...ROBBIE!!!!" I fell onto his chest. Panting. Shit that was too good! "Did you like that baby?" I smiled. "FUCKING LOVED IT!" Robbie grinned. "Awww..." I stroked his cheek gently and uncuffed him. "Mmmmm....I've been waiting to do this!" Robbie bear hugged me as tight as he could, as we both lay naked in bed. "Me too... but first I'm dying for a wee." I laughed. "Can we stay in bed today?" Robbie smiled as i got out of bed and wrapped my dressing gown on myself. "I'd love to babe." I blew him a kiss and went into the bathroom. As i sat down on the seat. There was the sound of faint buzzing. That's when it hit me. My phone! I opened the cabinet and scrolled the home screen. "Shit!" I mumbled. ''(85) new messages -Gary'' And "(43) Missed calls- Gary."

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Once the plane had landed we went to collect our luggage. I was starting to feel very tired now. We only had half an hour if that resting on the plane. My legs were feeling heavy each step, but atleast there's the taxi ride home I can have a little nap. "Excuse me." Robbie took the suitcases off the side and turned round to the voice. It was a little girl and her dad. She had short brown hair in pig tails and had a red and black polka dot dress on. She must of been about 5 years old. "Yes sweetie." Robbie smiled and crouched down to her height. "C...can...y...you sign..my..my cd please..." Her big blue eyes lit up when Robbie looked at her. Oh my god...this is so cute! "Of course I can..what's your name darling?" Robbie smiled at her. "L...l...lucy..." She had tears in her eyes. She looked over excited. Robbie signed the cd and posed with her for a photo. I think my heart just exploded. This was so cute! Robbie shook hands with her Dad. "See you soon Luce!" Robbie smiled and walked back to me wrapping his arms around my waist. "Rob!" I gave him the biggest smile. "Yes baby?" He kissed my cheek. "That was the cutest thing I've ever seen!" Slowly I kissed him back. "Wake up babe...we're home." I felt Robbie's lips make contact with my neck. Slowly I sat up. I must of fallen asleep in the taxi. The driver helped Robbie with the luggage and placed them in the hall way. Robbie paid the driver while I waited for him. "Home...sweet home!" Robbie grinned. "Mmmuhh...home..." I stroked his chest and his jaw line slowly. "Do I get my surprise...?" Robbie bit his lip slightly. "You get something..." I pushed him against the door and locked our lips together. Ripping at his clothes until he remained in his boxers. I literally dragged him upstairs to the bedroom. My kisses were hungry and covered every visable part of skin of his. I reached into the drawer and pulled out two pairs of hand cuffs. "Oh shit..." Robbie mumbled laying backwards against the bed. He knew what was coming. I handcuffed both of his wrists to the bed. Then finally removed his boxers. "I...need...to get...changed." Softly I stroked his length and left the bedroom. "BITCH!" I heard Robbie call. Leaving him in that state. I had to be quick...

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"Ah shit...." Robbie growled as i pulled down his zip on his jeans. Good thing this is a private plane... otherwise we'd have to go in the toilets again. "Mmm..." I raised my eyebrow as i stroked his bulge through his boxers. "Yasmin! Fuck....stop it!" He rested his head on his seat. "Fuck? You want me to fuck you Mr Williams? But we're on a plane tut tut." I laughed i couldn't help it. "Bitch!" He spoke almost breathless. "Oooh... am i now...i think i want to do this at home... i have a surprise." I winked slightly. "What???! No. No! You can't leave me like this??" Robbie looked at me. Well he did look rather uncomfortable. "Hmmm...." I grinned unbuttoning his boxers. "Please??" Robbie's eyes almost begged me. "Okay... but just to make you more comfortable.... i've got MORE planned when we are home..." I placed my lips on top of his. My lips vibrated slightly from Robbie's moans. I pulled out his length from his boxers and started slowly stroking it while we continued to kiss. Gently i pulled away from his lips and kissed the top of his manhood. "YAZ...." Robbie hissed. "Like that babe...?" Slowly i started to suck him. "FUCK!" He grunted loudly. I took him deeper and increased my speed, also including my tongue just to drive him insane. "I'm going... to... dress up for you..." I smiled against him. "OH GOD...YAZ!" He was almost there... each time i tasted him he seemed to get harder any minute he will explode! "S....sh...shit! Yazzz....i...i'm...." Robbie warned me. "Come babe..." I stroked him faster. That's all Robbie needed to hear as he let go releasing great spurts into my mouth. "HOLY SHIT...." Robbie closed his eyes trying to get his breath back. "Enjoy?" I smiled up at him and rested my head on his heavy breathing chest. "GOD YES!" He half grinned half panted. "Good...good...wait until we are home." I giggled. "Fuck... what are you going to wear...?" He looked like a little excited 10year old. "That's for me to know... and you to find out..."

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Gary must of took an early flight he left before us. I didn't see him since he left the hospital and Robbie wasn't talking to me either. I undid my seat belt once we was given the signal to do so. Robbie sipped from his champagne whilst reading a newspaper. I missed hearing his voice. It was like music to my ears. "R...Robbie..." I looked up at him. "Yeah uh.." He flicked through the paper. "I'm..s..sorry.." I looked down. Robbie folded the newspaper and lay it on the empty seat next to him. "Why?" He asked a little confused. "Er..well...Gary said..." Its true..I do have my dirty secrets. And Gary was it! "What Gary said isn't your fault." Robbie placed his hand on my knee. Why does he have to be so nice...he's perfect and I'm far from it. "He's right.." He sighed. Huh? What's he talking about?? Is he saying I do have dirty secrets?? "But that was a long time ago..." What was? "What are talking about Robbie?" He's confusing me now. "My past? You must of heard about it in the press.. That's what he uses to get back at me." Robbie thinks that Gary was talking about him... But he wasn't... I sighed softly. "Its okay baby...I love you the way you are." I gave him a hug. I can't say anything...not yet anyway. He smiled at me but not a normal smile..it was more of a cheeky looking smile. "What's the smile for?" I knew that smile from a mile off. "Erm...maybe you could cheer me up." He grinned. He looked horny. Rosy cheeky and eyes fully of love. "Oooh you mean relax you...show you how much I love you....pleasure you." I bit my lip holding back my laughter as I took grips to his hard erection.

chapter 45

''You alright Gaz?" Robbie raised his eyebrow at Gary who was turning a little red. ''Uh....huh... i'm fine.... must of swallowed it wrong.'' Gary wiped his mouth and looked at me.  ''So...what do you think?" Robbie asked Gary again. ''A baby... wow... big decision... are you sure you both are ready for it? I mean are you both that serious in a relationship... do you trust each other enough.... do you love each other enough?" I knew the whole time Gary was hinting at me. Why is he doing this? Surely if he loves me he shouldn't be acting like such a prat. ''Of course we do? I mean it was Yasmin who thought of it and my dream is to have a family.'' Robbie looked confused. ''Maybe you should get to know one another before making such a big commitment... you both might want to tell one another things which you haven't yet..." That's it i can't take it anymore. ''Gary just go!" He made me angry now... for the first time he's made me angry. ''Sorry did i touch a nerve?" Gary looked at me then at Robbie. ''What's going on?" Robbie just stood in the cross fire. "You see... you both still don't know one another." Gary shook his head. "Mate... i don't know what you're talking about... are you upset me and Yaz are starting a family and you haven't yet?'' This isn't good... ''Of course it's fucking not! I'd get to know my girlfriend a bit more... expose dirty little secrets before we bring a child into the world!'' What the fuck is wrong with him!?  ''That's it get out!" Robbie wasn't having none of it. "Glad to!" Gary stood up and went to the direction of the door. "Oh and before i go... i think you and your boyfriend have something to discuss.!" Gary frowned at me. "Bye Gary!" Robbie closed the door. The room filled with silence Robbie sat on the chair scrolling on his phone. After about 30 minutes of silence Robbie finally spoke. ''That's it... get dressed Yasmin we are going back home. Back to the Uk. We need to talk." Robbie couldn't even look at me...

Chapter 44

"Don't laugh it might be a doctor Yaz." Robbie sat up slowly looking for his boxers. "It might just be a lost patient." I shrugged. "I'll check." Once Robbie pulled up his boxers and moved the chair. "Who..who is it?" Robbie asked. "Its Gary open the door!" A voice spoke from the otherside. I sighed quietly. What's he doing here? I know he helped me..but why? Robbie opened the door and there stood Gary with a coffee in his hand. "Urghh...put it away Rob.." Gary moved his hand in front of his face. Robbie still had a hard on. How embarrassing. I pulled the sheet up to my chest. "Don't pretend you don't like it mate." Robbie laughed. "Err...I'll pass." Gary walked in and sat down on the chair which we used to lock the door with. "I'm glad you're here Gaz...me and Yaz have some good news. Robbie winked at me. Oh no he can't be telling him already. "No...no Robbie not yet...its too early." I looked at him panicking a little. "Its fine babe...Gary's like family." He smiled at me. "What do you want to tell me mate..?" Gary frowned at me when Robbie wasn't looking. If he's in bad mood with me now...wait until what Robbie's going to tell him... "Well....me and Yaz..have decided we are going... to try for a BABY!" Robbie gave me the biggest smile. Gary almost choked on his coffee.

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Our naked bodies pressed together. Robbie parted my legs a little so he was in between them. His hard erection pressed against my stomach. I wanted him. I needed him! Slowly he pushed his length into me. "Oh shit..yes Rob...." I moaned against his lips. "Tell me... if you want me... to stop..." Robbie half whispered half panted against me neck. "No no... don't stop!" I gripped onto his shirt and wrapped my legs around his waist. "Good..." He grinned and began to speed up. Having sex with Robbie didn't make me feel guilty like it did with Gary. Obviously it's wrong having sex with Gary... but still i almost wanted to tell him i loved him to. Oh fuck it! I don't need to think of things like that whilst i'm with Robbie. "Harder..." I whispered in Robbie's ear. He raised his eyebrow cheekily. He knows what that look does to me! "Don't do that...." I pulled his bottom lip in between my teeth. "Do what...?" Robbie raised his eyebrow again. "Bastard..." I sucked his lip as he pushed deeper into me making me squirm. "Language dear." He winked. Our lips locked again to each others. A few more thrusts and it wasn't long until we both reached our climax, and i came shouting his name. ''ROBBIEEE!!" I pulled him on my chest once he came too. We both lay there panting trying to get our breath back. "You're amazing....!" Robbie grinned panting softly. "So are you Mr Williams." I kissed his sweaty forehead. We lay in one another's arms. It was perfect. "So... you feeling better?" Robbie lifted his head from my chest. "A lot better! When can i leave?!" I hate hospitals especially while it's our holiday. But before Robbie could answer me we was interrupted by someone at the door. "Shit...." Robbie bit his lip. "uh oh..." I giggled. The person didn't speak outside the door. They just continued to knock...

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"Yaz...we can't this is a hospital..." Robbie raised his eyebrow. "So? I'm feeling fine. I don't see what the problem is.." I pouted a little hoping he'll change his mind. "What if someone catches us?" He looked towards the direction of the door. I quickly thought of something. "Ermm..take your chair and put it under the door handle..they've got no chance of getting in." I grinned. "Hmm...okay..." Robbie moved his chair and put it under the doorhandle and tested it if someone could get in. "Well?" I asked watching him try to open the door. "Nope...no chance they can get in." He smiled walking back towards me. "Good!" Smiling as I pulled him towards me. I pulled him so he was in the bed with me. "Are you sure you're okay?" Robbie asked me again. Without answering I pushed my lips against his to make him stop asking. My hands trailed down to the hem of his shorts and pulled them down to his knees along with his boxers. While we were lost in our passionate kiss I wrapped one of my hands around his length and started to stroke him gently. "Shit Yaz..." Robbie hissed against my lips. "Something wrong baby...?" I licked his bottom lip. "You...know..." He pressed his forehead against mine pushing me flat on the bed, and we started kissing again our tongue crashing together like swords. My hand was still rubbing against his manhood until he was hard enough. "I want you Robbie..." I moaned softly. He pulled back the bed sheet and undid the tie in my bed gown leaving me just in my underwear. Slowly he removed them and put them on the side of the bed. "Are you sure...?" He bit his lip. "Shut up and fuck me." I smiled cheekily.

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I was woken by the sound of voices talking softly. I was lying in bed a single bed. Slowly I opened my eyes someone was holding my hand. I couldn't even make out who it was my vision was still a bit blurred. "Hello darling.." A voice whispered. "G...Gary?" My eyes slowly started to focus. "N..no..its Robbie. You're in the hospital..Gary found you." He stroked my hair. "What happened...." My breathing was slow and I felt out of breath. Robbie looked as if he had been crying his eyes were still red. "I only know that you was lying on the floor because you fainted.." Robbie sat back down. "B..Babe...why have you been crying..?" I stroked his hand. "I...I haven't.." That's one thing Robbie's bad at. Lying. "Tell me...please..." I reached to stroke his face. "You're...not pregnant...never were..." He sighed softly. Robbie's eyes looked so disappointed. "O..oh..." Well I knew from the start that I wasn't, but I had to make out its new to me. "The doctor told me there was no baby...and I though he meant you lost it when you fainted...but there wasn't one to loose..." I've never felt so awful in my life. I want a baby with Robbie...I really do..."Doesn't mean we can't try...right?" I held his hand tight and softly kissed his knuckles. "I know...but that could take ages.." I'll do anything to make this man happy..he means so much.. And whatever it takes I'll do it... "Come here.." I opened my arms. Robbie stood with and hugged me tightly. "Whatever it takes Rob..." I stroked his back. "Uh huh..." He nodded. As soon as we let go from our hug I gave him a deep meaningful kiss. "No...Yaz not here...you need to rest..." He pulled away from the kiss. "Who says? I feel perfectly fine...and practise makes perfect...and pleasure.." I winked at him.

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He sighed and pulled the duvet back so I could get out. I slowly reached down for my clothing feeling Gary's eyes burning in the back of my head. Trying to get dressed as quick as possible, but on the outside going as slow as possible I couldn't make him think I just wanted sex then quickly run to my boyfriend... Once I was dressed I started brushing my hair looking out the corner of my eye at Gary layed in bed. He wasn't looking in my direction it looked like he was deep in thought. I finished my hair and grabbed my bag from the wardrobe. "Three words...is all I ask..." My back was facing Gary. I turned around. "Just three words Yasmin.." Gary wasn't even looking at me. "Y...you..know I can't..." I sighed softly. "You shouldn't of lead me on...shouldn't of slept with me more than once...shouldn't of got drunk and told me you loved me....yet you can't tell me three words which you truly mean." Gary was upset...I had a lump in my throat. I wanted to say them...but...why?! I don't want to end what me and Gary have, and now I want to tell him I love him?! "I...I...need some air!" I basically ran out the bedroom leaving Gary naked in mine and Robbie's bed. Once I was outside my stomach turned I need to be sick! My head was spinning. I held tightly to a fence of someones apartment. Feeling worse then I ever had my head was killing and I felt faint. My phone started ringing I didn't even have the strength to go into my bag and answer it. I closed my eyes for a brief minute...but when I opened them I was staring at the sky flat on my back. "G...Gary..." I whispered as my eyes closed and my phone started ringing again. "R....Robbi...ee..." Everything turned black.