Chapter 87

Slowly i opened my eyes by the loud squawks of the seagulls on the balcony once again... what time is it? Robbie was still asleep in my arms. My back was killing from falling asleep on the sofa all night i wont be doing that again! Gently i moved from underneath Robbie trying my best not to wake him good thing he's a heavy sleeper. As quietly as possible i shifted into the kitchen on my hands and knees to make breakfast.

Robbie moaned slightly as i cooked the breakfast bacon, eggs, sausages, toast and beans he deserved a fry up and i needed on too seeing as i'm now eating for two! I smiled to myself as i served it up on two plates. The kitchen filled with different kinds of smells. Robbie started to move again this time his eyes half opened then shut again. "B...Breakfast?" He moaned slightly with his eyes still shut. "Yes baby." I giggled as i poured him a coffee and myself a tea. I walked over to him carrying his coffee. "I'm starving!" Robbie sat up quickly with a half grin on his face.

We decided to eat out on the balcony the sun was gorgeous. It was nice and peaceful too, with just me and Robbie sitting together. Robbie pushed his empty plate away. "That was the best breakfast i've had in a long time!" He rubbed his stomach. "That was quick." I laughed whilst drinking my tea. "Bloody cheek!" Robbie smiled sweetly at me. Still i couldn't believe what he told me last night... poor him going through all that alone.. and not telling anyone for so long... gosh...such a brave man. "Lost in your own world again babe? Baby land again?" He chuckled and sipped his coffee. "Eh... sorry... how're you feeling today?" Stupid question i know. "Erm..better... i'm glad you supported me last night...meant a lot..finally i told someone... and now...well... i feel a lot better." He smiled softly and looked at his empty plate. "Always..." My hand rested on top of his and stroked it softly. "Thank you...i love you so much... and the baby... you both mean the absolute world to me... honestly.." He sighed happily. "Y...you too..." I swallowed hard. "Yaz... you don't look too well are you okay?" Robbie got beside me crouching down holding my hand. Oh shit... stop over thinking Yasmin. "Babe... i'm fine stop stressing." I shook my head. "I'm only caring babe. You do look a little peaky..." There's only one way i can stop him from asking so many questions and that's what i did. I pulled him close to me giving him a passionate kiss.

"W...wow..." Robbie grinned when we pulled away.  "Wow...indeed..." I blushed. These hormones are really getting into me! Our lips locked again this time the kiss lasted longer. "Lets go inside..." I whispered softly. "Ooooh someones egar... should get you pregnant more often." Robbie teasingly laughed. "Cheeky sod!" I laughed and walked inside to sit on the sofa. It wasn't long until Robbie joined me again he almost jumped on my biting my lip and leaving wet kisses along my neck. "Come..." He stood up holding out his hand. "W...where?" What? I was in the mood as well...maybe he has other plans.. I took his hand. We ended up in the bathroom. "Why are we here?" I looked around confused. "You'll see." Robbie winked at me as he started to undress himself. I think i know what he's getting at, as his hands touched my body tugging my clothes away from my panting self. "Oooh Rob.." I moaned as his hands trailed from my neck to my inner thighs. "Wait here..." He removed his hands and walked over to the shower and switching it on. After a few minutes the bathroom started to get warmer from the warm shower water and a little steamy. Robbie walked under the water he was completely naked and now wet. Oh god... my breathing increased rapidly, as i stared at him up and down the hot water dripping down his torso his hair messy from the water and the soft moans he was giving out as he run some shower gel on himself. What is this man trying to do to me?! "Join me..." I heard a faint voice coming from under the water. That's what i did.. slowly edging towards the shower door and walking under the running water beside Robbie. Our naked bodies pressed against each other as he gently pushed me against the cold tiles. "R...Rob..." I moaned feeling his fingers stroke down my belly to the top of my thigh. "Sssh..." He pressed his wet lips against mine. His fingers exploded my body until reaching my entrance. He plunged two wet fingers inside of me. "Shit..R...Rob!" I moaned gripping to the back of his neck feeling myself getting higher up the tiles. His talented fingers plunged deeper into me hitting me in all the right places pushing me to my limit. Feeling his hard erection pushing against my stomach was hard to ignore, so i decided to work on him as well. My hand gripped around his hard erection and slowly i started to thrust my hand along him. "Fuck...Y..Yaz..." Robbie's teeth made contact with my neck as he worked his fingers faster into me. Sneakily he added another finger into me driving me completely insane he also made his thumb useful twist and turning around my entrance. My hand went as fast as it could go making him even harder bringing him come to his limit. "Oh...oh...yes..Yaz...i..." I felt Robbie's fingers tremble a little inside of me. "Come baby..." My tongue made contact with his. "Y...Yaz....i...Oh fuck Yasmin!!" Robbie shouted as he finally came causing me to come with him. Robbie fell against me our wet bodies becoming even more close to one another. Robbie slowly removed his wet fingers from inside of me. "W...Wow..." I panted running my fingers through his wet hair. "Mmmm..." He grinned pleased with himself also panting. "I wanna wash you..." I winked reaching for some shower gel. Robbie raised an eyebrow as i squirted a small dollop into my palm and slowly rubbing his chest. "Oooh...Yazzz.... let me do you too..."

Chapter 86

Robbie was sat with his back facing towards me sitting on a small wall. Slowly i made my way to him. "R...Rob..?" I looked at him. I never saw Robbie so angry before.. he wouldn't hurt me i know that for sure... His face turned to me and gave me a soft smile. "Hi...Babe.." He looked at me with his watery eyes. I sat beside him on the wall slowly stroking his back. "Do you want to talk about it...." I planted a soft kiss on his forehead. "C..can we go back to the hotel..? I don't want to say here... out in the open..." He rested his head on my shoulder. "Sure babe..."

We arrived back to our room. "Coffee?" I stroked his hand. "Please..." He walked over to the sofa and took  off his trainers. I poured two coffees and joined him on the sofa. "Take your time gorgeous..." Still i had no idea what this is all about, but whatever it is it's upset Robbie. I stroked his hair whilst sipping my coffee. "When i do... promise you wont leave me..." Robbie looked up at me with pleading eyes. "N...Never babe..." I kissed him. He hands were wrapped around his coffee mug. "A good few years ago after i left the band... erm... i hit rock bottom... awful time of my career... i felt like my life was over what could i now do? Things came into my head to end everything.. end me... but that was until i found her..." Robbie paused. I stroked his back. Her? Okay... "Come on babe..." I stroked his back. "She was my first love... she saved me in a way... a year or so later... i proposed to her... and the ring... god she loved that ring... so protective over it forever cleaning it... she said it was so special to her she'd never let it out of her sight. We decided to come here... for a holiday before deciding where to get married... We were on the beach and for the first time she took the ring off because she didn't want to loose in when she went swimming. She put it in my wallet for safe keepings. I watched her in the sea whilst i went to order our drinks....but that was before..." Robbie started to cry softly. "Its...okay babe..." I swallowed hard and wrapped my arm around him for support. "B...Before... the sea took her away...from...m...me..." He sobbed against my chest. Oh..my..god... "Babe... oh my god... i...i don't know..what to say..." I held him tight in my arms. "I..I tried to help... but...she wasn't anywhere... i ran...i ran as fast as i could... but she had gone... a lot of people came in the sea looking for her... calling her name... but she never answered... The woman who saved my life... had her life taken away... her body was never found... the...the only thing i had left of her other than photos.... was the engagement ring... now it's gone..just like her..." He sobbed against my chest. "Oh...baby... that's awful..." I cried softly with him. This poor man... going through something like that alone... i can't believe it. "S...she promised to...to never leave me..." He wiped his eyes. "Yaz..." His lip trembled. "Y...Yes..?" I wiped his eyes. "I...I'm s...sorry... please...never leave me..." My stomach felt a little funny... this story was heartbreaking. "Never... i'll always be here... no matter what...i promise." i kissed him and wiped his tears. We both laid on the sofa. Robbie still in my arms, as we slowly drifted off.

Chapter 85

All eyes looked on Gary who was now standing looking back. "You?" Robbie looked at him shaking off my grip from his arm. "S..sorry Rob.. i don't know why.." Gary swallowed hard as Robbie walked over to him. "Give." Robbie held out his hand palm upwards. Gary leant down and handed Robbie his shorts, boxers and wallet. In a way i felt bad for Gary. I know the real reason why he took them, but he shouldn't of let his jealously take over Robbie could of been arrested if he was caught nude. Robbie looked through his wallet. "Where is it?!" Has Gary stolen money? "W..what?" Gary backed away slightly from Robbie's angry tone. "You've been through my wallet... where the fuck is it Gary??!!" I could see part of Robbie's face. His face was almost red in anger. Shit this isn't good. Mark was stood beside me not letting me get involved. "R...Rob..I.." I've never seen Gary so nervous. He didn't seem the nervous type he always seemed confident.   "You've taken it!!" Robbie swung him arm backwards hitting Gary in the face with his hand. "ROOOB NOOO!!" I tried to get past Mark who was holding me back. A loud thud sounded as Gary forcfully fell to the floor. "Rob why did you fucking do that??!" Mark looked at him. "It was all i had left..." Robbie turned round a few tears ran down his cheeks. What's going on??? I'm so confused.

"T...there... was a ring.." A ring?? What ring? Gary was still laid on the floor i couldn't see him as the sofa was in the way where he was laying. Robbie looked over the sofa at Gary. "S...sorry...i...i've got..to go.." Robbie quickly left the room in tears. "Rob wait!!" I called after him. "No Yasmin.. you stay here.. i'll go.. you're pregnant you can't go running." Mark led me into the room shutting the door behind him as he left to go find Robbie. I stood there for a few seconds that's when i remembered Gary.

Slowly i walked to the sofa not knowing what to expect. "G...Gary..?" I peered over the top seeing Gary was his hands over his face. "Gary..." I quickly walked around the sofa kneeling down next him. "I...I'm...s...sorry.." Gary sobbed still with his hands over his face. "Sssh...come on.." I stroked his arm gently. "I have no idea... what's happening.. a ring? Do you know anything about it? I don't think it's for me he would of said something and surely he wouldn't be that upset about loosing it." I swallowed hard. "I d...don't know..about..it...h...honest..." Gary wiped his eyes. I noticed a bit of blood on his face even though he was still covering it. "I believe you... lets get you cleaned up.." Slowly i moved Gary's hands from his face revealing a cut lip, nose bleed and a red eye. Gary looked at me staring into my eyes for a second. No Yasmin. I shook my head and helped him up off the floor.

A few minutes later i started cleaning his cuts the room was silent. Only the sound of the water as i dipped the cloth in whilst wiping away the blood off Gary's face. He lay with his eyes closed resting his head on the sofa back. "All...d..done.." I went to stand up and put the bowl away until Gary gripped to my wrist forcing me to stay. He opened his eyes and looked at me. I was looking back at him. He's going to have a black eye for sure.. With a few moans Gary sat up slowly moving closer to my face. Quickly i pulled my face away before he could get any closer. "Ya..Yasmin..." Gary run his fingers through my hair. I closed my eyes for a brief second. That was until i heard the door sound. Shit is that Rob??! I quickly opened my eyes to see Mark in his towel. He coughed which made Gary turn around and look too. "Rob.. he's waiting outside.. i think you two need to talk...he's rather upset.." Mark looked at us both. "O..okay.." Quickly i stood up and put the bowl away. "Yasmin...w..wait.." Gary moaned again from the slight pain in his back from falling on the floor. I looked at him. Don't say anything whilst Mark's here! "Y..yes..Gary?" I edged towards the door. "T...thank you..." He smiled softly at me. I smiled back as if to say 'welcome' before quickly leaving the room to look for Robbie.

Chapter 84

Me and Robbie sat on our hotel's balcony. How am i going to tell him that Mark stole his shorts? It doesn't sound like a big deal, but Robbie hates it when people take his things without his say so. Also the fact that it has his wallet in there. "Earth to Yaz..." I saw a blur in front of my face. Quickly i shook my head. It was Robbie's hand. He was sitting was his half eaten toast in his hand smiling at me. "On another planet ay babe?"  He took a bite of his toast washing it down with his strong black coffee. "Erm... yeah could say that." Brushing the conversation aside with a light smile, as i continued to eat my fruit salad. "Are you okay? You don't seem yourself this morning. Do you have morning sickness?" Robbie looked a little concerned. "No babe...i'm fine.. honest." Another light smile avoiding the subject. "Yaz... stop lying.. i know there's something you're not telling me. I can see it in your eyes." Feeling his soft hand make contact with my cheek i know i have to confess. "I know where... your shorts... are." I sighed a little. "You do? That's great! Where are they?" He smiled pleased to know that they hadn't been lost. "Errh.." I bit my lip slightly. "Come on Yaz... tell me... i need to know my wallet's there." What if he gets annoyed with Mark? I should of agreed to fetch to them back. "M..Mark.." I looked at my fruit salad. "Mark? Mark Owen?" Robbie frowned. I replied with a soft nod. "Right..." Robbie got up and walked inside. "Rob? Wait?? Where are you going?" Confused slightly.. is it that bad Mark stole them? "Going to get them back. He knows not to touch my things. Stay here i wont be long" Robbie left the room. How can i just sit here? What if they start arguing.. or maybe fight? No... i grabbed my keys and went after him.

"Robbie wait..!" I called noticing walking past a few busy shops. Thankfully he turned round before i lost him in the small crowds. "I told you to wait Yaz?"  Robbie shook his head slightly. "S...sorry babe..." I quickly tried to get my breath back.  "Lets go..." We headed to Mark's hotel. After another 10minutes walk we finally arrived. "Room 501" Robbie checked a text Mark had sent him the other day with the detail of the hotel and room number he was staying at. He knocked a couple of times on the door, and waited for Mark to answer. "Come on!" Robbie knocked louder. "Alright give us a minute." The door came open, but Mark wasn't the one who answered it. Instead it was Gary. Wearing black shorts and a white vest top with sunglasses perched on his head. "O...Oh... Rob? Hi..." Gary gave Robbie a soft smile and looked at me. Bet he's thinking Robbie knows about the affair. I gave him a little smile back. "What are you doing here? Where's Mark?" Robbie still seemed annoyed with Gary. "He's.. in the shower i'll get him." Gary walked off to call Mark.

After a few minutes a very wet half showered Mark appeared at the door only wearing a towel with white foamy hair. "Rob? Everything okay?" Mark wiped the shampoo from his eyes. "I was going to ask you the same thing..." I didn't know what to do. I just stood there watching them talk.  "Oh.. your shorts?" Mark looked at me. "Yes Mark! Why did you take them?! I didn't expect you to do something like that." Robbie frowned at Mark a little. "I..I'm sorry Rob..I just..." Mark couldn't finish his sentence as Robbie cut him off. "A laugh? Yeah i'm just a joker aren't i? You and Gary thought you'd have a laugh about taking my things? Yeah very fucking funny... thing is i'm not laughing!" Oh shit..."Rob.." I held his arm. "Rob.. i didn't think it would be such a big deal... i mean... they're nothing important just your wallet was in there too.." Mark turned round and looked at Gary whom was sitting on the sofa. "No big deal??? I show you a big deal!" Robbie pushed Mark a little. "Rob don't!" I pulled him back. "It was me!" Gary interrupted.

Chapter 83

I circled my finger around Robbie's right handcuff. "Come on Yaz... just fuck me! This teasing is driving me insane!" Robbie panted trying to give me begging eye look. Slowly i eased him inside of me not moving just sitting on his erection. "Fuccck..." Robbie hissed as he went as deep as he could. I looked at him for a few seconds. This moment was lovely me and Robbie were having. "I love you.." I smiled stroking his cheek as i started to gently ride him. "I...I..love you too.." He closed his eyes slowly thrusting his hips up. Increasing my speed pushing my hands against his chest. "I...I...want to touch your body..." The child look pouting lips and pleading eyes won me over. I reached to the bedside table with him still inside of me and placed the silver key into each cuff releasing him. Gently i kissed the red marks on his wrists where the cuffs were around. "Better?" I smiled sweetly. "Very.." Robbie placed his hands into my hips helping me steady myself as i started to speed up again. Feeling him harder each time. "Ooooh.... Rob..." My fingers wrapped locks of his hair. His lips made contact with my breasts feeling his talented tongue twist and swirl around them. I rode him as fast as i could feeling my orgasm coming closer. "Oh Rob...." I moaned as he bit my left breast. Gently we swapped places Robbie was now on top of me. I watched him as he pushed back into me the face of pleasure he pulled whilst placing his lips onto mine. Our sweating forehead connected. Nice and softly he thrusted. Making love with Robbie is the best feeling.. he's so sweet and gentle. "Come for me Yaz..." His fingers ran through my hair as he pressed him body closer to mine. "Oooooh..." It was getting hard to hold back much longer. Robbie ran his tongue along my chest and up my neck. That was it. I couldn't keep it in much longer and i finally came moaning and shouting his name. "ROB!!!" Making him release his load into me made me tremble and release again. He collapsed onto of me. Panting, both of us trying to get our breath back after our love making. "w..wow..." I stroked his sweaty forehead. "Wow...indeed..." Robbie planted soft kisses on my lips. "Mmmm..." I cuddled him tight. This was perfect. I could stay like this forever. "Rob? Are you asleep?" A few minutes later after our love making Robbie had fallen asleep. I was falling to sleep to. He looked adorable when he was asleep. Soft snores came from his slightly parted lips whilst he was still ontop of me. I placed a soft kiss on his cheek and closed my eyes, but not for long i was woken by the sound of a text message come through on my phone. Without waking Robbie i reached for my phone. Shit... it's from Mark. I opened the message. Mark- "Just letting you know Rob's wallet is at my hotel... they were in his shorts...i'll explain to you when i see you." Mark stole Robbie's shorts?? Why would he do that?! So that was Mark on the beach... he stole them... the bastard!! Is he trying to break me and Robbie up thinking i'll run to Gary?

Chapter 82

Gary's POV

"Do you want another coffee Mark?" I walked to the coffee maker in the hotel and poured a strong black into my mug. "Naah... i think i'm sobering up... slight head ache but it will go." Mark shrugged his shoulders pressing the side of his hand gently against his forehead. "Alright.." I sat on the other sofa beside the window and sipped from my mug. "Gaz...?" Mark looked at me. "Uh huh..?" To be honest i'm not in the mood to talk about my feelings again if that's what he's going to ask. "Where did you go when i was asleep? I heard you leave... did you bump into Robbie?" He raised his eyebrow at me. I decided not to answer that. The past few days all i've done is answer questions. "Gaz... i'm talking to you." Mark turned around to face me. Great eye contact the thing i hate the most when i'm trying to avoid stuff. "I just went for a walk Mark.. that's all..." God can't i go for a walk without being questioned now? "Oh... so you happen to come back with something then?" Mark seemed to get a bit annoyed with me. "Eh? Mark you're drunk go back to sleep." I washed my empty mug and went to walk into my room. "Hold it Barlow." Mark stood up. "Explain..." He showed me some shorts and a pair of boxers. Shit.. he's caught me. "I...errh.." I swallowed hard. "They're Rob's...aren't they?" Mark sighed softly placing them back on the sofa. "Maybe.." It was wrong to do i know. "Why Gaz..? This isn't Robbie's fault.. he doesn't even know.." I felt Mark softly place his hand on my back. "I..I know... it was just... i saw them.. having sex in the sea.. and she looked at me.." Don't cry Gary... be a man... i gritted my teeth to hold the tears in. "Maybe she didn't know it was you.." Mark continued to stroke my back whilst i carried on telling him. "Maybe not.. they were quite far out.. Then they both swam off somewhere... so i went to leave the beach... and saw their clothes.. i was angry Mark.." A few tears escaped my eyes. "It's okay mate..." I felt Mark's arms wrap around me gently. "I love her Mark... i really do.. urgh.. i hate my feelings sometimes they're always for the wrong people." I wiped my eyes on my shirt. "She led you on Gaz.. this isn't all your fault." He's right.. but still i feel i'm to blame i have a voice i should of said no, but i love her. "Have you seen them yet?" Trying to change the subject a bit. "Yes.. i had a drink with them." Mark smiled a little. "You did?" He never said. Maybe not to upset me.. "Yeah.. Robbie was all happy about seeing me.. the baby and the engagement." Ouch... hearing that kinda hurt. Oh stop over thinking Gary you're just gonna keep upsetting yourself! I took a deep breath. "The baby... how's it doing?" I bit my lip a little. "Good... well Rob says so.. he sent me a few scan photos.." Mark showed me some photos from his phone. "O...Oh...lovely.." Gently i cleared my throat and swallowed. Seeing that shows how beautiful life actually is. I started to sob into my hands uncontrollable. "Gazzz..ssshhh...Everythings going to be okay.. come on mate... please don't cry." Mark held me tight. Comforting me like a friend should.