Chapter 107

Gary's POV

We arrived back at mine. Yasmin didn't really talk and i don't blame her. All we need now is the bloody press making things fifty times worse if that's even possible. Yasmin decided to go for an early night saying she had cramps in her back and stomach. I was having a drink of coffee in the kitchen. My phone started ringing. "Hello...?" Softly i sighed. "Gaz? Are you okay?" Mark was whispering. "Yeah... i'm fine.. are you?" I sipped my coffee. "Erm yeah.. i'm gonna check on the house on my way back from here i wont be long how does a curry sound? I'll cook." Even though i couldn't see him i could tell by his voice he was smiling. "Sounds great...can't wait." I wish he was here now. What i wouldn't give to hug him right now. "Awesome... see you soon... i love you.." He whispered again. "I love you too.." I also whispered and hung up. I need to do something to keep my mind at ease.  I walked upstairs to my studio and started to clean a few of my keyboards and sort some music sheets out into the correct folders. I'm such a messy unorganised person i'm surprised people even get a completed song off me sometimes.  My phone started bleeping. Maybe Mark's on his way already. I looked at my phone which said new text. It read : Gary... it's Rob.. Mark talked me over and i think we should talk for the sake of the band... will you be able to come now? Just the three of us? We're upstairs in my studio so just walk up.. see you soon." Did i just imagine that text?! This is a good sign right?? Quickly i went downstairs and got my car keys and headed to Robbie's house. If Mark's there then everything should be okay.

It wasn't a long ride to Robbie's. There wasn't enough room to park on his drive seeing as he has three cars already parked on there of his own. I parked just at the top of his room and walked down. Doing as he said i just walked in. "Mark? R...Rob?" I called a little nervous. Of course i'm nervous after the last time i was here plus i don't know how Robbie will react with being this close to me. "Lads?" I looked up the stairs. Something was cooking in the kitchen the strong smell filled the house. I decided to walk upstairs to the studio. Gently i knocked on the door. "Guys?" Slowly i opened the door and walked in. It was empty? Where the hell were they? Just as i was about to walk back out i felt a fist hit me in the stomach causing me to stumble back to the floor. "Fucking hell!!" I muttered holding my stomach unable to open my eyes. Someone grabbed my hand and what it felt like handcuffed me to one of the studio bar panels. "Glad you could make it Gary...." A voice said. I looked up to find Robbie with his arms folded. "W...Where's M...Mark...?" I mumbled still holding my stomach. "He went about 10minutes ago back to his house... i want to talk with you...no violence just a talk.." He sat down. "You didn't hand to fucking punch me...or handcuff me up." I looked up at him frowning a little. "Sorry... i didn't think i just don't want you getting away...anyway i want to talk about the band... what are we doing who's leaving me or you?" Why does he seem so calm about this?! "N...No one?" I answered a bit confused. "Well i hope you aren't saying that we are actually going to work together not after this!" He shook his head. "Erm...i..." Before i could answer his phone went off. "Hold that thought.. hello? Dad? What's happened..? C..Calm down? She's what?! Right...okay..yeah...yeah i'm on my way!" Quickly he put his phone away. "Everything okay?" Nervously i asked. "Mum's had an accident. Stay here i wont be long." He walked out the studio door. "ROB! WAIT!!" I tried to undo the handcuffs he can't leave me here! Great... now what?!

I can't even get signal in here. Hope he isn't going to be long i need to get home to Mark he'll be worried.  Also i started to get hungry smelling the food cooking downstairs. Oh shit... please tell me he's turned it off... I sat with my back against the wall.  The smell started to get stronger more of a burning smell now. Fuck i'm scared now what if it's caught fire or something it is a gas hob and cooker after all. No this cannot be happening i can't get out! I started to sweat a little from worrying. Please hurry back Rob please! Loud noises sounded downstairs like aerosol cans exploding. I'm even scared now...very scared... my breathing increased.. the smell started getting stronger. What if the fire comes upstairs?! The room started to fill slowly with black smoke. The house is on fire and i'm handcuffed to a fucking panel!! I tried pulling the handcuff hoping it will break. Nothing it was strong on there. Quickly i picked up my phone no bars. Fucking hell! Please please i need someone anyone just help! I only had 2% battery left. More and more smoke started to fill the studio i used my hand to move as much away from me as possible it's making me feel sick and cough. There's no point even shouting for help no one will hear me and i haven't go the energy. My eyes started to feel heavier like i was tired. No i can't pass out. Even though i can't see a thing i couldn't tell if i had my eyes closed!

Mark's POV

How could i leave my phone?! Gaz is gonna kill me for being late! Quickly i ran back to Robbie's it'll be in his kitchen. As i started to make my way back up to Robbie's there was black smoke coming out of his cimley. What's he burning? Maybe photographs of him and Yasmin. "Rob?!" I called as i opened the door. I couldn't see a thing black smoke filled the hallway. "Jeeez!" I coughed loudly. "Rob?!!" I called fighting the smoke to the kitchen. I told him to move that paperwork away from the hob flames whilst he was cooking! The kitchen door came open and i was greeted by roaring flames making me fall backwards. "ROBBIE?!!" Oh fuck where is he? I need to get him out of here and fast! I used my coat to cover my mouth from the smoke so i don't breathe anymore in and quickly went upstairs looking for him. "Rob?? You need to....get...out of here... there's a fire...downstairs!" I almost choked. I opened the studio door. It was filled with black thick smoke. Fucking hell i can't hardly see! Something caught my eye. A figure in the corner of the studio. "ROB!" I shouted making my way over to him. "M...M..ark...?" He looked up. That isn't Robbie! "GARY?! IS THAT YOU!???" Quickly i cupped his face i couldn't make out. "H...H..e..lp..." He moaned and closed his eyes. What's happened here?! Why the hell is Gary here and not Robbie??! "I'm going to get you out Gary." i wrapped my coat around his mouth so he couldn't breathe anymore smoke in and helped him to his feet. I pulled him as i walked, but he wouldn't move. What's he stuck to?! Something was around his wrist but i couldn't make out what.  I need to get him out of here now! My fingers trailed around the metal ring around his wrist it was slightly hot. Someone has handcuffed him to the recording bar?! I started choking again quickly i covered my mouth with my arm. I need to get that off him!

Chapter 106

Gary's POV

I was woken by the sound of Mark's phone bleeping. "M...Mark..." I nudged him slightly. He was still sound asleep in my arms both of us still naked. "Mark your phone..." Slowly i sat up rubbing my eyes. "Huh...?" Mark reached over to the bedside table for his phone. Within a few minutes he typed a quick message back. "Who was that?" I asked raising my eyebrow still half asleep. "Erm...R...Rob.." He swallowed looking at me from under the duvet with his sleepy eyes. "Oh...what does he want...?" Every time i hear his name mentioned it always takes me back to the time where i hid under his table i've never felt so  nervous in my life! "He...erm...wants me to go round..." Mark bit his lip slightly. I looked at the clock. It was 6:30am. "At this time?! What for is it that urgent that it can't wait? You're not going to go right?" I frowned a little. "Erm...i..said i'd be there in about half an hour...s...sorry Gaz.." He looked down a bit. "Seriously?! Why?? Robbie says jump you say how high?? Does he know that you're here?" Can't believe he's going to actually go just like that! "Y..yeah...he's my friend Gaz...he needs me too.." Mark looked like a nervous little boy. "Oh so we have sex then the next minute you're off to go see Robbie?! I thought we could spend the day together or something, but seems you have other plans! Yes i know he's your friend and he's still hurt, but i'm suppose to be your boyfriend." I shook my head. "You are my boyfriend and i love you Gaz...it's just hard being in the middle sometimes..." He gently stroked my bicep. "just go see him... i need a shower..." I sighed softly picking up my boxers and slipping them on. "I..i wont be long...then i could make us dinner...?" Mark smiled softly from the bed at me. "Yeah..sure..sounds nice." I watched Mark getting changed. He's too much of a push over sometimes always trying to please others. "I'm sorry for claiming you Mark... i'm just getting use to us... and i love you... just don't want you to be used by him.. of course you're allowed to go see him whenever you like you're your own person. Sorry... just scared of living my life on my own..." Softly i sighed and went to walk to the bathroom. "Hey... come on Gaz... that wont happen you wont get rid of me that easily i've been waiting a long time.." I felt Mark wrap his arms around the back of me and gently place kisses on my bare back. "Mmm... good... can you text me when you get there so i know you've arrived safely please?" I turned round and kissed his forehead. "Of course."

I started to get dressed from my shower. Still no text from Mark even though he had left about half an hour ago. I decided to go to the kitchen and grab some breakfast. Is he okay? I mean he said he would text when he arrived... maybe he hasn't arrived yet like he's stopped off to pick something up or he hasn't got signal... nothing bad would of happened to him...right?! No Gary stop this you need to stop claiming him he's a grown man you've only been dating for 2months. Before i get even more lost in my thoughts the front door went. "Gary? Mark?" Yasmin walked into the lounge.  "Hiya Yasmin..." I looked round the kitchen door biting a piece of toast. "Oh you're up early!" She smiled putting her bag down and sat on the sofa rubbing her bump. "Yeah went for a shower and decided to have some breakfast, how was it? Do you want any breakfast?" I rubbed my hands together when i finished my toast. "Erh... yeah it was alright.. no thanks i've eaten already. Where's Mark?" She stretched a little. "Good..good... erm... he went to see Rob..." I mumbled. "Oh... erm...right... are you busy today?" Yasmin looked down a little a saddened tone sounded in her voice. "Not really no... why?" I looked at my phone again. Still no text. "Wanna come shopping with me? Only if you like that is..." She sighed a little. I felt bad and a bit annoyed over Mark not texting. "Yeah sure we'll take the car."

"How many clothes does one baby need??!" I sat down with about six shopping bags full of baby clothes. "Well he or she needs a change for when they're sick or make a mess in them." She laughed. "Yeah but.. they have more clothes than me! And i have a lot of clothes." I grin watching her look through some bibs. "You're not a baby Gary... you don't drop food on yourself.. well you do sometimes." She grinned back at me. "Oi! Cheeky sod." I looked around the shop. All baby clothes blue's pink's white's they're adorable! "Hopefully i'm going to see what the sex is in the next few weeks... that is if Robbie will come with me..." She continued looking through the unisex clothing. "I think he will... i'll get Mark to talk to him... he'll come round you know..." My phone still didn't say i had a text from Mark. Guess he's got better things to do today. "Yeah... thanks... lets go to another shop." She walked out with me following her with the bags. "Can we get a newspaper?" I moved my head to the direction of the news stand. Unable to use my hands with all the bags. We walked over to pick up a newspaper. Unexpectedly i was on the top right hand corner. I put the bags down and looked closely. "Ay?" I read the small font. Looks like Gary Barlow has been being kept up all night.. Oh shit... my heart started beating faster. "Everything okay Gary?" Yasmin looked at me. I can't show her this! "Erm... yeah... bloody Liverpool's lost again..." I gave her a fake smile and paid for the paper. "Aaah..." She smiled and walked off to the next baby shop. I sat outside and opened the newspaper. How the hell did the press know about the affair?? They are making me sound like a monster! Best mate Gary Barlow has left Robbie Williams devastated is this the end for the future Take That?Who's even said all this crap? Take That are not splitting up! Fucking money grabbers. Angrily i scrunched the paper up and threw it in the bin. "OI! GARY!" I heard someone shout. I looked up from the bin using my hand to shade the sun from my eyes looking for the voice. A man wearing a cap and shades started to walk towards me. Shit is that? It can't be... Robbie?? "Rob get back here leave him alone!" Mark came running after him grabbing his arm. "M...Mark?" I bit my tongue picking up the shopping bags. "Oh lovely shopping trip for my child ay Gary?!" Robbie frown at me. "Leave it Rob! Come on!" Mark pulled him. "Erm..i..i..was..just..." please don't come out Yasmin. "You was just what?! Fucking my missus again!??" Robbie raised his voice a few people started to look over. I bet the press are gonna love this. "N...no..." I swallowed hard. "Gary i've found some adorable little boots!" Yasmin came walking over to me until she froze when she saw Robbie. "R...Rob..." Her mouth was slight open shocked to see him. "Oh will you look at that... the pair of you two out shopping...together... unbelievable!" He started to walk off. "Rob! It's not like that at all! You haven't been in touch with her!" I called after him. Mark started to walk after him. Trying to keep us apart. Mark mouth to me. "I'll call you later." He looked worried. I swear to god if Robbie lays one finger on Mark he's gonna regret it! "Oh and one more thing Barlow! You're not off the hook yet.. you're gonna get something coming to you!" Robbie continued to walk away.  Leaving me and Yasmin in complete shock over what's just happened. What does he mean what's coming to me? What's he gonna do...?

Chapter 105

Gary's POV

I pulled Mark's t shirt from him aswell still sitting on his stomach. "Gaz..." Mark moaned when his tshirt left him. Our lips collided again making my breathing pattern even more fucked. I felt myself harden from Mark's touch as he trailed his hand across my back and running my fingers through my neck hair. "Are you sure...?" I mumbled against his neck feeling his erection push against my stomach. "Y...Yes..." Mark arched his back raising me a little more. "What if it doesn't...erm...workout...? I mean...i've never done this before... with a man.. erm... i don't want it to ruin us..." I swallowed hard bowing my head. "Ay... Babe... look at me... i haven't done this either... and who knows what will happen...but it wont ruin us..." Mark stroked my cheek with the back of his hand. He's amazing... i couldn't imagine anyone else so special as he is.

Slowly i removed his boxers allowing his hardened self to be released. I looked at his erection for a few seconds i haven't been this close to another male like this. I moved my hand a little wrapping my fingers around his member making my hand into a fist as i started moving it along him. "Oooohhh Garyyy...." Mark squeezed the duvet closing him eyes. My fist started to move faster it felt good, and it made things feel like we've done this for years! Mark put both his hands onto my hips pulling down my boxers so we were both completely naked. "Wow...You look hot..." Mark panted looking at me on top of him. "Like wise..." Gently i tugged his lip between my teeth. "....Can...can i put it on....you...?" Mark whispered against my ear planting soft kisses down my neck. Oh god... it's finally going to happen! I reached over to my bedside drawer and handed him a condom. Carefully he opened it and rolled it onto me and teasingly stroked me. "Ooooh Mark..." I held to his left shoulder slowly pushing him into the pillows again. We looked at each other for a second, thinking are we actually going to do it? Right now? "M...Make love to me Gary... like only you know how..." He spoke a little hoarse. Wrapping his arms around the back of my neck again. We pushed our lips together again before i finally pushed into him. "Ooooh Gary!" Mark's eyes opened a little moaning loudly. "A...Are you okay...?? Do you..want me to stop??" Please say no.. it feels too good. I started panting heavier. "N...No...please..." He wrapped his legs around my waist giving me more access.

My thrusts started to increase. Why have we only just decided to do this? It feels amazing! We are finally one. I wish this night would last forever. "G...Gary...i..." Mark frown a little biting his lip. He was close. We both were. "Come Marky... come for me..." I pushed deeper and harder into him. "Oh god Mark!" I moaned loudly wrapping my fingers around his brown strands of hair and tugging it. "T....together..." Mark dug his nails into my back and wrapped his arms tightly around me. I nodded in agreement. The kissing became more passionate involving the tongue like swords crashing against one another. That's it i can't hold back anymore he's driving me insane! "Oh...f...fuck....I....oh...g...god...MAAARK!" I shouted releasing myself bringing him to his climax as well feeling him release himself onto me. "Fucking hell Gary!! That was soooo goood!!" Mark moaned holding me tight.

I lay on his chest for a few minutes after our first love making. "....W...wow..." I lifted my head and looked at him. "That's one word to describe it... gosh..." He grinned his forehead was a little sweaty. Carefully i rolled off him and pulling the duvet up to my chest again. "That was amazing... best experience ever..." Mark snuggled up against my chest. "It sure was..." I sighed happily. "God i love you Gary Barlow!" He hugged me a little whilst laying on my chest. "I love you too Mark Owen." A soft giggle left my lips as i planted a kiss on his forehead. "Mmmm... I could stay like this forever..." Mark kissed my panting chest. "Me too babe... me too..."

Chapter 104

Gary's POV

"Ba...erm...Gaz... don't be nervous.." I felt Mark stroke my knee from under the water. Did he almost call me babe. Oh shit... i blushed a little. "Babe...?" I grinned. "Erm...s...sorry..." Mark swallowed and looked away shyly. "I...I like it..." I bit my lip softly. "You do?? Mmm...Babe...when ever i sing babe... i'll think of you" Mark smiled at me stroking my leg under the water. God what is this man trying to do to me? My breathing started to increase no... i can't... i looked through the water a little making sure. Think of something else. "Erm... what ermm... what will we do about interviews... without Rob? This is suppose to be a five album again... we can't do it without him... or..." I swallowed. "Or...?" Mark frowned his eyebrows at me a little. "I leave the band..." I mumbled softly looking down into the water. All of a sudden Mark moved forward and claimed my lips pushing his hand against my chest. It lasted for several seconds until he pulled away. "Never ever let me hear you say that again Barlow." Mark bit my lip. "Erh..." Oh god seriously he needs to stop before i get a.... I closed my eyes a little whilst he kissed me again this time more intense. Brushing his tongue against my lip, and his hand exploring my chest and stomach. "M...Mark..." My lips vibrated against his a little during the kiss. His hair was a little wet which was also a turn on. I started to pant a little. He can't do this fuck it's hot.

"Are you alright?" Mark moved back a little abit concerned i felt all hot almost sweating. "Y...Yeah...erm..can we go to bed..?" I moved my hand slightly accidentally brushing his private area. Mark let out a moan by mistake. "Erm...y.yeah... i think we should...." He swallowed hard and quickly got out wrapping a towel around himself. I took a deep breath and got out aswell wrapping a towel around my waist and pulling the plug. Can't believe i did that.. he's even more nervous now at this rate we'll never make love if we keep being nervous. Mark put on a tshirt and shorts. "Sorry for making you nervous... babe..." He looked up at me. "N...No... i'm just... erm.. i don't want to fuck things up between us... you mean too much to me... i haven't felt this good in ages...years even..." I sighed softly. "Ayyy... you wont fuck anything up... only me..." He giggled trying to lighten the mood, and to be honest it did make me smile. I put on a t shirts and boxers seeing as Mark had my last pair of shorts. We both got into bed Mark cuddling in my arms. "I do love you mate..." I stroked his shoulder through the fabric of his t shirt. "....but i obviously love you more." He grinned up at me. "Erh... now now... don't get competitive here mister... we all know i win at this kinda stuff." I squeezed him a little. "Uh huh... if you love me more...then you wouldn't mind me playing with your....pedals!" Mark laughed. "Oi! Don't you even touch them!" I blew against his neck making my lips vibrate against his skin. "AAAAHH GAZZZ!" Mark laughed loudly trying to tickle my ribs. "Markyyy! Stop!!" I blew harder trying to get his hands away from me. We started play fighting in bed quickly i rolled on top of him pushing his wrists back into the pillows and holding them there still tickling his neck with my lips." GARY BAAAARLOOOW!!!" Mark screamed. Slowly i moved my lips from him still keeping his wrists back into the pillow he thrusted his hips up trying to get me off him. Still he wouldn't have no chance of getting me off him i'm a lot heavier than him. Mark giggled.. gosh that giggle gave me flutters with that boyish grin shining at me. We stared at one another for a few minutes. Gently making contact with one anothers lips again. This time our lips moved faster before i let go of Mark's wrists so i could explore his body he tugged the bottom of my shirt until it was off my skin and on the floor. Could it be? Are we finally going to make love for the first time....?

Chapter 103

Gary's POV

Two months had passed already. Still no sign of Robbie wanting to talk to Yasmin. She decided to stay at one of her mates house for a girly weekend. She was almost 5month pregnant now. I really hope they start to sort things for the baby's sake her bump is growing nicely. Life wasn't going to bad for me... apart from having the guilt follow me everywhere causing Robbie and Yasmin to spilt hopefully it wont stay like that. Mark had moved in for a few weeks, because he's having a new studio in his house, and to be honest i'm glad he's staying with me. We're dating... but we want to keep things a secret. No one knows yet.. we decided to keep it like this for a while it feels good. The band are working on a new album nothing major, but we've decided to do an acoustic album for some of our songs. It was hard though without Robbie doing his parts, and him refusing to come anywhere near me which will be tough for when all five of us have to be in the same room being interviewed. I haven't seen him since i hid under his table... probably why i'm still alive! Me and Mark were working together on few tracks in my studio. "How was that Gaz?" Mark smiled through the recording glass still with his headphones on. "Beautiful mate...just a beaudy." Smiling whilst speaking through the microphone to him. "Great!" He came out grinning away. He had just finished an acoustic version of Babe. "Mmmm..." I felt him wrap his arms around me whilst i sat in my recording chair gently he planted soft kisses along my neck. "Ay lad.. we're meant to be working." I raised my eyebrow trying to hide my grin but failing. "I know... but we can have fun right? I mean i know we aren't ready to... you know... just yet... but you're a workaholic mate..." He smiled at me that lop sided grin which gives me butterflies. "I know... sorry..." I played with my fingers a little. He's right i do work too much..and i want our relationship to work...instead of my job. "Ay... show me those gorgeous eyes... i wasn't telling you off or moaning.. just don't want you to get too stressed." He pulled me into a hug. I rested my head against his chest. He's so loving and makes me feel so special it's unbelievable how happy i am with him.

"Erm... what do you want to do?" I looked up at him. "I don't mind Gaz it's up to you." He took off his zip up top and placed it onto one of the speakers. "I don't want to do anymore songs... i'm getting a bit bored..." I shrugged slightly besides we have been in here for two and a half hours. "You bored? Do you ever get bored?" Mark laughed cheekily at me. "Psssh look who's talking! Eh... might go in the bath a nice soak will be good." I stood up walking to the door of the studio. "Already? It's only just gone past 12 in the afternoon?" Mark looked over at me. "Yeah i know... but we've finished in here haven't we? Besides there's nothing else to do on a Sunday afternoon." Softly i smiled. "Yeah.. you're right.. want me to start dinner?" Mark put his zip up top under his arm and also walked to the studio door. "Erm... you're not going...to join me?" This is the first time i have asked that... we have slept together in the same bed, but we haven't seen each other naked before.. not since the early days when we'd see a quick flash of one another from either being drunk or getting dressed on tours. We haven't had sex yet either... we wanted a nice slow relationship to build on. "M...Me? Really...?" Mark looked at me face making sure it wasn't a joke. I nodded and smiled whilst making my way upstairs. It wasn't long before Mark followed me.

Once the bath was filled i added some nice smelling bath creams making it as foamy as possible, because i'm a very protective of my body i don't have the best and i don't like showing it even though me and Mark are together. Mark waited in the bedroom whilst i started to get undressed and into the bath first. Quickly putting the bubbles above my lap to cover my private parts. "Mark...i'm in..." I called once i was comfortable. A few seconds later Mark appeared a little nervous looking. "W...Wow..." He smiled looking at me slowly unbuttoning his shirt. "The water's...erm nice and warm..." I gave him a nervous smile. Mark took off his t shirt, trousers and socks leaving him in his boxers. "Erm... can you erm..." Mark swallowed. "Yes..." I turned facing the wall whilst he took off his boxers and got in the bath opposite me."Mm... nice and warm." Mark grinned. I couldn't help, but stare at his body.. he was perfect why have i been blind for so long??

Chapter 102

Gary's POV

I was in my bedroom sorting out my hair in front of the bedroom mirror. Wow... i'm actually going on a date. I mean i've been out to pubs and for meals before with Mark, but this time it was different. It was special. I was wearing one of my best shirts with a tie like Mark asked and some smart trousers and shoes. "Are you ready Gaz?" I heard Mark say outside my bedroom door. "Just a minute." Quickly i put some after shave on, as Mark walked into the bedroom. "Wow..." He froze looking at me. "Erm...is it okay what i'm wearing? I didn't bring anything better than this...i didn't expect to be taken out anywhere..." Nervously i bit my lip. "You look gorgeous Gary.." Mark smiled and kissed my cheek. He really knows how to make me blush. "T..Thanks.. you too." I smiled. "Thank you... shall we go?" Mark grinned.

We arrived at the restaurant it was stunning! And what a great view. Boats filled the marina  and lights shone in the water. It was dark which made it even more better. We were shown to our table it wasn't cold either whilst sitting outside. Our starter was pasta and for the main was chicken roast. "Do you like the chicken Gaz?" Mark smiled watching me tuck into my dinner. He knows i love food. "Erm.. yeah... sorry..." I blushed a little and wiped my mouth on the napkin. "Aww it's fine. As long as you're enjoying i don't mind how you eat..besides it's cute..." Mark ate some of his mash and vegetables. "C...cute? T..Thanks." Oh dear here come the flutters again. "Red suits you Gaz..." Mark mumbled. "Erm...." Shit i can't stop blushing. I don't think i've blushed over things like this before jeez. "S..sorry for being nervous... i really am enjoying myself...." I wiped my mouth again looking down at my empty plate. "Sssh... I'm nervous too..." Mark placed his hand on top of mine making me feel calmer. I let out a happy sigh. "Dessert Mr B?" Mark handed me a menu still stroking my hand. "Ooooo!" I couldn't resist now this is heaven. The waiter brought our dessert. "WOW!" The guy placed two slices of strawberry cheescake in front of each of us. "Enjoy Gaz" Mark chuckled looking at my excited face. I picked up my fork and started to eat it. "Ooooh....mmmmm...." I lolled my head back a little. "Cakegasm?" Mark laughed a little louder. "Could call it that....mmmmm...." I couldn't stop smiling. "Here...." Mark picked one of his strawberries up and holded it in front of me to eat. I bit it slightly. "Yum!" Whilst chewing i picked up one of mine and did the same to him. "Indeed." He grinned and chewed it.

"Thank you for dinner Mark it was lovely! The best i've had...and such a wonderful night too!" I hugged him. "Welcome.. it was great...really enjoyed it! Shall we walk home along the beach?" He suggested whilst walking out of the restaurant. "I don't see why not." I followed him. The moon shone in the sea, and there wasn't hardly anyone on there only one or two random people walking their dog or just having a walk themselves. We took our shoes off and rolled our trousers up and started walking in the nice warm sand. Mark was picking up random stones and tried skimming them in the sea. It was perfect. Whilst walking by myself letting Mark play with his stones i felt something touch my hand. I flinched slightly and looked down. It was Mark. He was holding my hand. "Walking off?" He smiled stroking my hand. "N..no was letting you have some fun that's all." I've got to admit he looks bloody gorgeous tonight. "I'd rather be with you though." We continued to walk. "Wow... look at the stars." I pointed standing in front of the sea still holding hands. "Almost as beautiful as you." Mark wrapped him arm around my waist. "But not as stunning as you." I rested my head on his shoulder. What beautiful romantic night.... "I love you Mark.." I held his hand a little tighter still resting my head on his shoulder. "Love you too Gary..." Softly he kissed my lips.

Chapter 101

Gary's POV

The light shining through the curtains woke me up. I rolled my eyes over to the bedside table looking at the clock. 8:30am. I rubbed me eyes and turned over to my other side. Mark was still fast asleep still with his arms wrapped around my waist. He looked so sweet and peaceful sleeping. His fringe was flat covering his eyes a little. Using a single finger i moved his fringe from his eyes and stroked his cheek. A soft smile form on his face whilst he remained asleep. "I need to go for a quick wee..." I whispered an d kissed his nose. Mark loosened the grab on my waist so i could get out of bed and go to the bathroom.

"M...Morning Gary.." Yasmin caught me before going back into the bedroom. "Erm..morning." I smiled back slipping some shorts and a shirt on. "Want a coffee?" She smiled rubbing her stomach a little. "Yeah.. go on then.." I joined her a the kitchen table. "How're you?" She poured me a coffee. "Feeling better... you? And how's little on going?" I sipped a bit of my coffee. "Been better.. still in shock about everything which has happened... little ones doing good... guess i have to stay focused on the baby's health instead of stressing...which will be a challenge." She sighed softly. I felt bad, because i was the reason why this all happened.  "Listen Yasmin... everything will be okay you know... Rob has a big heart... he forgave me after all these years.." Softly i stroked the top of her hand showing my support. "Thank you...Gary... you're a good man...and friend." Yasmin sighed happily a little. "Mooorning!" Mark appeared grinning away. "Morning Mark." Yasmin smiled up at him. "Morning..." I also smiled back. "Someone's happy this morning? You're not usually a morning person are you Mark?" Yasmin asked sipping her juice. "Well lets say i've had one of the best sleeps in a while." Mark bit into a bright green apple still smiling. "oooh a good sleep? What's one of them?" Yasmin laughed walking to the sink to wash her glass. Mark winked over at me causing me to blush a little. "Are either of you two up to anything?" Quickly i grabbed the newspaper to hide my blushing from Yasmin. "Erhh... might go for a walk you know." Mark chewed. "Nice...What about you Gary?" Think Gary. "Erm maybe  a run... or go on the beach for a bit." I smiled at her. "Well... enjoy your day boys..i'm off shopping for this little one." She rubbed her stomach. Got her bag and left leaving me and Mark alone.

Mark threw his apple core in the bin and lent against the worktop. "So... are you going for that run Mr Barlow?" He smiled. He knew it was a lie. "No...are you going for that walk?" I asked grinning. "And miss being alone with you? Not a chance." He laughed and sat at the table opposite me. "We're good liars lad." I laughed. Wow i haven't been happy like this in a long time, and after a day and a half it's felt amazing. This whole thing feels amazing. "Maybe... anyway i was wondering do you wanna go out?" Mark played with the salt shaker on the table. He's so sweet when he's nervous. "Where?" I folded up the newspaper and crossed my arms looking at him. "Erm...well... i saw at nice restaurant... not far from the marine." He bit his lip looking at me. "Are you asking me on a date Mr Owen...?" Butterflies formed in my stomach. "Depends if you have a tie... and say yes..." He giggled a little. "I'd love that Mark."

chapter 100

We didn't talk much when the kiss ended. My back was against the wall and we were still close to one another. Gently I stroked Mark's cheek wiping away the reminding tears. Both smiling softly at one another. Mark's arms were rested around my waist. I haven't felt this happy in a long time. "I...I love you Gary..." Mark stroked my hair softly. "I love-" Before I could say it the sound of footsteps sounded outside. Mark quickly let me go and went to the bathroom. Yasmin walked through the front door. "Oh..hello Gary." She smiled softly at me. "Ermm..hiya Yasmin.." I smiled back. A bit shocked what had just happened. Is Mark having second thoughts? Already? "Are you okay? Want a drink?" Yasmin asked placing her sunglasses on the table. "N..no thanks.. I'm gonna head to bed it's getting late." The headache started to make its way back. "Yeah think I'm gonna do the same.. Night Gaz." She kissed my cheek and went to her room.

 I started getting undressed for bed. Still feeling confused of this day. I got into bed only wearing my boxers. It was far too hot to sleep with a shirt on. Besides no one will see. My head softly rubbed against the pillow and I pulled the duvet up to my chest. I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss and how good it felt Mark has the softest lips ever... I've never thought of myself as a gay man nor Mark for that matter, but tonight changed..it felt right, and i loved every second. It was a shame we had to end it due to Yasmin coming back. Softly I sighed and closed my eyes. "Gaz..?" I heard a whisper. Am I hearing things? I chose to ignore it and closed my eyes again. "Gary..." I heard the same whisper. I sat up and turned the bedside table lamp on. The door came open a little. "Gary..can I come in?" Mark whispered. "Yeah..sure..." I rubbed my eyes a little. Mark walked into the bedroom wearing a tshirt and bed shorts. "Erm... Did I wake you?" He bit his lip slightly. "No no I only just closed my eyes. Are you okay?" I smiled softly at him. "Y...yeah...you?" He blushed a little. "Yeah not bad thanks..sit down if you like." I crossed my legs under the duvet so he could sit down. Mark sat down on the bed. Silence filled the room again for a few minutes. "It was a shame Yaz came back.." Mark finally spoke laughing a bit. "Yeah..." I smiled back. "Erm Gaz..." Mark looked up at me. "Y...yeah?" Is he going to tell me that it was a mistake? After I've enjoyed the feeling..? "..the reason I came in here...was because I couldn't sleep...and I thought maybe we could talk...?" He looked nervous. "What about..?" I asked a bit worried. "Well..did you enjoy it...as much as me..?" He smiled a little his eyes were almost pleading me to agree. "Yes.. I did...it felt good..." I played with the duvet a little feeling shy all of a sudden. "Really??" Mark's face lit up. "Really!....Mark...?" This time I asked a question. "Erm..yes?" He was still happy about me enjoying the kiss. "Erm...I was erm..wondering if erm...maybe you want to...stay in..here tonight...seeing as you can't sleep...erhh...I'm not after anything...h..honest...erm..I thought it'd be nice..after tonight..y..you don't have to..s..sorry." Nice going Gary! Ruining a perfectly good moment! "..I'd love that." Mark finally answered. My heart pounded in my chest after hearing him say that I felt like a teenager again. "Erh can you lock the door please." Softly I smiled at him. "Sure." He walked over to the door and locked it. I pulled back the duvet for him to join me. Slowly he got in beside me and yawned. "Feeling tired now?" I raised my eyebrow. "Uh..huh." Mark rubbed his heavy eyes. "Let's get some sleep." I turned on my side with my back facing him and switched the light off. Unexpected I felt Mark wrap his arms around me. His stomach touching my back. I felt safe,secured,happy and loved for the first time in ages. "Night Gaz.." Mark softly kissed my cheek making my stomach feel warm again. "Night Mark." I planted a soft kiss on his arm whilst closing my eyes. Nothing felt better than falling asleep in Mark's arms...is this the start of something beautiful?

Chapter 99

"Mark...say something...can you remember that...or was i imagining it...?" I looked at him searching for answers. "...You didn't imagine it...." He sighed softly. Did i just hear that right..? "Oh...." What do i say now... this is really awkward he kissed me on purpose my best mate.. Mark Owen kissed me.  "Just forget it Gaz... i'm sorry..." He got up and tucked him chair under the table. "Where are you going?" I asked a bit more worried than i should. "Erm... i don't know.. the beach... home..." He mumbled. "Home?? Why are you going home?!" I stood up from my chair aswell. He can't go home. "Eh...why not? I feel strange at the minute Gaz..." Mark swallowed still not looking at me. "What do you mean by strange? As in feeling ill?" Slowly i walked over to him. "N...no...confused... embarrassed...scared..." He ran his fingers through his hair again. "Scared....why are you scared Mark? Have i done something wrong? Has all this with Yasmin and Robbie hurt you...i know he's your best mate...but i really am sorry Mark...?" I stroked his shoulder. "Please don't apologise...you've done nothing wrong Gaz..." He looked at me a little. "Please talk to me Mark... tell me your feelings.... tell me why you said finally... and why you kissed me..." Does he like me... as in love me...? "You've.... pretty much said it...." He smiled softly. I thought to myself a little what does he mean? "Mark... what do you mean..? Please tell me mate..." I placed my arm around him showing my support. "Pathetic...really isn't it... best mate... having a crush on his best mate..." A few tears fell down his cheeks. He has a crush on me??? It all adds up... I started to feel a mixture of feeling... confusion... guilt... happiness.... "You're not pathetic Mark... far from it..." I wiped away a few of his tears. "Gary....i...i...erm...i've got to go... sorry.." Mark went to walk out  the door until i grabbed his arm stopping him. "Gary...please let go of me..." He didn't turn round his face still looked towards the door. "Mark look at me!" I raised my voice pulling him towards me. Slowly he turned round still tears falling down his face. "I've ruined...e...everything...our...friendship....for godsake...i'm 41years old....and i'm acting like a child.... being jealous of you and Yasmin....sticking up for you over Robbie...i'm such a twat....i'm sorry Gary... Please...forgive me.. " He sobbed breathing faster. I couldn't think straight i just wanted him to stop talking and upsetting himself. Without thinking what i'm doing i pushed my lips against him for a few seconds. This time i left Mark stunned when i pulled away. I looked him in the eyes. He had the most beautiful eyes i'd ever seen... i've never noticed how beautiful they were... deep blue...I felt flutters in my stomach... the happiness started to take over again causing me to kiss him again. This time longer. Mark wrapped his arms around the back of my neck during the kiss.  My stomach was doing flips. I've never felt this feeling before. It felt good...it felt natural... even if it was maybe wrong... i didn't want this kiss to end...  "Wow..." Mark whispered against my lips.

Chapter 98

Gary's POV

I woke up by the sound of singing. Not a radio or tv, but an actual person singing. "M...Mark?" I called slowly sitting up from a slight head ache. "Mark?" I walked out the bedroom wearing just my boxers and dressing robe. Mark was in the kitchen singing whilst cooking breakfast. "I'lll be watching yooooouuu..." He smiled to himself before turning around and noticing me. "Oh hiya sleepy...did i wake you?" Mark laughed. Why's he so happy? Shouldn't he be nursing his hangover? "Morning..." I yawned a little whilst sitting down at the table. "Breakfast?" He served some bacon and eggs onto a plate. "Urghh... not for me thanks...just some toast please.." Even though i didn't drink much last night i still had a slight hangover. "Had too much to drink last night did you Barlow?" He walked over and started to make me some toast. "Erm...n...not really...unlike you..." Is he happy about kissing me last night? "I can't even remember how much i drank." He handed me my toast. "Can you remember anything from last night?" Maybe he didn't drink as much as i thought. "Meh." Mark shrugged and sat opposite me at the table with his breakfast. "That didn't answer my question... and where's Yasmin?" He's avoiding the question now.. "She went to the beach not long ago...maybe you two should make up... not as in get together... i mean she is pregnant and needs all the support she can get... even if i'm not fond of her at this moment after everything, but you're a good man... after all..." Mark smiled whilst biting into his toast. "Erm...y..yeah... i guess so... erm...Thanks mate.." Why does it suddenly feel awkward between us? I've known Mark a good part of my career one kiss surly can't change things...right? "Gaz? Are you still with us??" I felt someone shake my arm. "Huh?" I shook my head. Shit i was lost with my thoughts! "You were miles away...are you okay?" He grinned again finishing his breakfast. "Erm Mark..." I've got to tell him... or at least see if he remembers... "Yeah uh?" He ran his fingers through his brown floppy fringe. "C...Can you remember anything which happened....last night...?" I swallowed hard playing with my fingers under the table. Why am i so nervous?! "....Some parts..." He cleared his throat. "Can you remember me taking you to bed....?" I asked looking up a bit meeting his eyes. "Yeah...?" For some reason he seemed like it was a natural thing... that is if he does remember fully. "Well...erm... you wanted to tell me something...and...erm...you...erm.. k...kissed...me....on the lips....and said...f...finally?" Again i looked at him seeing his facial expression. "O...Oh..." He swallowed looking down at his empty plate his cheeks were blushing slightly. The room fell silent...

Chapter 97

The door clicked and chatter was downstairs. Are they back?! "I'll ask her." I heard Gary's voice say as he started to walk upstairs. Oh no what does he want to ask? "Yasmin...?" He gently knocked on the door. "Uh huh..." I bit my lip slightly as the door came open. "Erm... me and Mark have been talking." He's going to throw me out isn't he..? "Yes..." I swallowed hard. Where am i going to go with no money? "Erm... we're going away for a few days....and err... was wondering... if you wanna come?" Gary ran his fingers through his hair. "R...really?" They're inviting me on holiday with them? "Yeah... it's a nice little island... peaceful... i think it'll be good to relax for a few days... and Robbie doesn't want to see either of us...so maybe it'll be good?" Gary looked at me. Has he forgiven me for the kiss? And does Mark know? "S...sure...." It hurts that Robbie doesn't want to see me... besides it's only been a week and like he said i've broken his heart going away for a few days might do us all good. "Okay pack what you need and come down when you're ready." Gary went to walk out the room. "Where...where going today?" Wow that was quick. "Yes... the sooner the better." He left the room.


I fastened my seatbelt looking out the planes window. Below was surrounded by beautiful blue water. Gary was right this is a beautiful place for relaxing. It was only the three of us on board and the pilot with an air hostess. They were also lovely the flight was soothing first class of course. Mark finished his third glass of champagne just before the plane landed. The flight was only a few hours long it was about 6pm when we arrived and got to the apartment about 7pm so it wasn't dark yet. "Wow!" We walked into the apartment it was stunning! White marble tiles on the floor, big brown leather sofa in the centre of the room and an enormous kitchen. "Sure you haven't booked a mansion Gaz?" Mark laughed walking to the bedrooms. "Well...it's big...erm.." Gary looked around running his hand along the kitchen worktop. "It's lovely Gary." I smiled softly at him. "Thanks... erh... shall we chose who's having which room before Mark gets the biggest."    Gary laughed a little. Deep down i know that we both feel awkward being here together not as a couple obviously, and the last time i was on holiday was with Robbie.... I noticed out the corner of my eye Gary's fingers were in a bandage. They wasn't like that last night... only since he came back from Robbie's... did they have a fight is that why Gary wanted me to come... what if Robbie's hurt and no one can help him?!

I laid on the sofa thinking. No surely Gary isn't a fighter he wouldn't do that...right? And Mark was there too he wouldn't let them fight...not his two best mates. If Gary has though... he'll regret it big time. "Alright Yasmin?" Gary walked from his bedroom with a slight grin on his face. What's he smiling for? Looking pleased with himself. "Yep..." I gave a short reply. Watching him tuck his banged fingers away into his shorts pocket. "Sure...?" He raised his eyebrow at me. "Don't play games with me Gary." I shook my head a little looking at him. "Huh? Excuse me?" Gary had a confused look on his face. Why is he pretending? If he beat up Robbie i wanna know so i can leave and go to him. "You've hurt Rob haven't you! You hit and you've left him haven't you?! Admit it!" I raised my voice. "What?? Where are you getting this from i haven't touched Rob i haven't even spoken to him!" Is he serious? My heart started beating faster i was angry with him now for not admitting it. "Well what happened to your fingers then??!" I pointed to his hand which was still in his pocket. Mark came out from the bedroom. "Woah?! What's happening?" He looked from me to Gary. "She thinks i beat up Rob." Gary stood up annoyed all of a sudden. "Eh?? As if." Mark laughed a little. Why is he laughing? Is he in on it as well?! "You're both liars!" I shouted. "Right listen here! The reason my fingers are like this is, because me and Mark fell asleep on the sofa at yours and Rob's. Mark woke me up, because Robbie was on his way down so i hid under the table, and by accident Rob stepped on my fingers when he sat down. He didn't know i was there and he had glass under his trainer which went into my finger. If that's called beating someone up then the world must be mad!!" Gary shouted breathing faster. I was speechless i didn't know what to say. I wish i didn't accuse him. Even Mark looked stunned hearing him shout like that. "G...Gary i..." I welled up a little. "Save it Yasmin... no one calls me a liar for doing sod all. Come on Mark. " Gary grabbed Mark's coat and tossed it to him. "W..Where are we going?" Mark slipped on his coat looking at me. "We're going to the pub. I can't take it no more being accused.. i need a drink." Gary walked out the door shortly followed by Mark.


Gary's POV

"Are you okay Gaz?" Mark slurred it was already midnight. Had we really been out drinking for the past 2 hours? I hardly drank only a couple vodka cokes making me slightly tipsy unlike Mark who could barely keep his eyes open. "Yeah... never better." I gave him a fake smile. "Awww good!" He grinned. "Evening fellas." A tall blonde woman in a short dress interrupted us. "Hello!" Mark looked at her chest. Fake chested of course. "Much better now." She winked at Mark. Oh no. This doesn't look good. She moved closer to Mark her breasts were almost in his face. Mark looked as if he was a little boy in a sweet shop. Which soon stopped when we heard someone from the other side of the club. "OI!" Shouted a male voice. Oh shit please don't tell me. I bit my lip slightly as i saw the dark haired male walk over to us. At this point the woman had stepped away a little. "Was you touching up my missus?!" The man yelled at Mark. Yep. I knew. "Listen mate she came over to us... my friend here..as you can see he's had a bit to drink." I looked at Mark who was just sat there in his own world. "Alright blondie who asked you to speak shut the fuck up while i deal with your little mate." He turned back to Mark. Well what lovely manners this guy has! "Errh you wont be dealing with him at all! Go on ask her. She came over to us. We were fine before she came!" I jumped from my stool. "Like i said no one asked you to speak!" The guy pushed me slightly against my chest my back hit the front of the bar. He walked back over to Mark grabbing him by the shirt. "Right... i think someone needs to be taught a lesson." He gave Mark an evil grin. I can't let this happen. Mark didn't mean it. I need to stop this before Mark gets hurt. I looked around the bar noticing an already poured cocktail which a costumer was about to pay for. Quickly i picked it up and throw it in the mans face then grabbed Mark's arm almost dragging him out of there.

I ran with Mark all the way back to our apartment. Thankfully the guy didn't come after us. I didn't know i had this much energy in me. "Well...that was fun!" Mark laughed falling inside the apartment. "Fun?! How was that fun?? You could of been killed Mark!" I was shocked for him saying that, but then again he is drunk and we all say things we don't mean. "Sorry!" He hiccuped sliding against the wall. "Come on...lets get you to bed." Slowly i walked to his bedroom. Mark flopped onto his bed and yawned. "Sooooo tired..." He moaned a little. "I'll get you undressed." I sighed slightly. "Oooooh Mr Barlow." Mark winked at me, as i started to remove his shoes and trousers leaving him in his boxers and shirt. "Goodnight Mark." I lifted myself from his bed. My legs were starting to ache from running and my eyes started to feel like they were getting heavier. "No! Wait!" Mark sat up before i left the room. "Yeah?" I turned round looking at him. "I...need to tell you something." He looked at me serious. I walked back over to him. "Go ahead." My eyes were starting to get a little sore from the lack of sleep. "I wanna whisper it...." Mark spoke quietly. I lowered my head so he could whisper it, but there was me thinking he was going to whisper something in my ear instead he kissed me. On the lips! Quickly i pulled away shocked. Mark giggled softly and laid back down. "Finally...." He whispered whilst closing his eyes. "Eh??" I couldn't believe what has just happened. Was i dreaming this? Maybe it's because i'm over tired... plus Mark's drunk, but what did he mean...finally? I decided to head to bed without thinking anymore about it. He probably wont even remember by morning.

Chapter 96

Gary's POV

I felt something poking against my ribs. "Gaz?" Whispered a voice against my ear whilst the poking continued. "Mhmmm.... stop it..." It felt like my head was on someone. Where was i? "Gaz?! You need to wake up Rob's awake." Mark? Is that Mark's voice? Slowly i opened my eyes. I must of fallen asleep on Mark last night. "M...Mark...?" I turned over rubbing my eyes so my head was resting in his lap. "Gary... seriously you need to get out of here Robbie's on his way down!" Mark looked worried. Shit i've got to go! Quickly i sat up grabbing my shoes and coat ready to head for the front door with Mark behind me. "Mark... is that you down there??" Spoke at voice from upstairs. "Oh fuck..." My breathing increased Rob can't find me here. "Gaz... quick get under the table." Mark pointed back in the living room to a eight seated table with a long white table cloth covering it touching the floor. A creak from upstairs sounded. That's it i've got to hide. Quickly i lifted up the table cloth and kneeled underneath it. "Y...Yeah.. it's me Rob." I heard Mark say. "...You stayed? You didn't need to Mark i'm not a child." Robbie walked downstairs. "I know... i guess i had too much to drink and fallen asleep on the sofa... anyway how are you feeling?" I couldn't see a thing the table cloth blocked my view. "Seen better days had better sleeps you know...i'm off for a run." Footsteps got closer to the table. Fuck don't sit down. "Errrh.. come and sit on the sofa? A run? Are you sure?" Mark's voice sounded a bit panicky. "I'm fine... yeah i need to clear my head." The chair in front of me moved backwards i could now see some grey tracksuit bottoms in front of me. Robbie moved his foot a little accidentally  stepping on two of my fingers. My other hand quickly covered my mouth to stop me from making a noise. The pressure seemed to increase. Fuck this hurts. "Sit down Mark..." Robbie said his trainer still on my fingers. A chair to the left of me moved backwards Mark had sat down. He has to make Robbie move i can't stay like this. "....so... how're you Mark?" It feels like Robbie's got glass or something under his trainer my fingers are burning! "Not bad... you? I mean..." Slowly i moved my head looking at Mark's legs. "It's okay Mark... i'm trying to forget about.... you know what... it's been a week already... i'll get my life back together at some point as long as those two keep out of it." Robbie sighed. "Erm... yeah... i'm here for you Rob..."  Think Gary think. Slowly i moved my other hand and tugged Mark's trousers. "Something wrong Mark?" Shit.... My heart pounded in my chest. "...N...No i just dropped my phone." Mark purposely dropped his phone. He poked his head under the table cloth with a confused look on his face. Still with my hand covering my mouth i pointed to my other hand which was under Robbie's trainer. Mark's eyebrows raised when he realised what i meant. "Er...R..Rob? Maybe you should go for that run now??" Please listen to him. "Trying to shove me off?" Robbie laughed a little. "N..no i mean.. i'm heading back to Gaz's... errm... i mean...i'm leaving to go back to erm..."He stuttered a bit. "Mark.. i'm not bothered if you're staying at you know who's. Just one thing... if i ever set eyes on him... he's a dead man..." Robbie stood up. Quickly i pulled my hand back into my lap. I was right Rob had stepped in glass only a small piece but now it's stuck in my fingers. It was bleeding. "Uh...huh...." Mark got up as well. "See you when i see you Mark.. and thanks for bringing me back." Robbie hugged Mark and walked outside to go for his run. "Gaz..? You can come out now." He lifted up the table cloth. "F...Finally..." I held my fingers trying to stop the bleeding. "Woah! Are you bleeding?! Was that because of Rob??!" Mark grabbed my hand to take a closer look. I nodded softly.

We sat at the kitchen table. Mark removed the glass from my finger and started to dress it for me. "Better?" He smiled softly placing a safety pin on the bandage to stop it from coming undone. "Y...yes...Thank you Mark.." I smiled a little. "How did you sleep? Or should i say how did you sleep on me?" Mark laughed. "Erm... i... i slept well... erm.. i didn't know i fell asleep on you...sorry" I felt a little embarrassed i mean who falls asleep on their best mates lap. Although i haven't slept that well for a while. "Good good.. don't be sorry... i fell asleep to and didn't even know until i heard Rob moving upstairs then i noticed you still there. That's why i woke you...." Mark looked down a little. "What's wrong?"  I looked up at him a bit confused. "Erm... Gaz... i... i mean... i think you should get out the country... you heard what Rob said about you... i don't want anything to happen to you.... to either of you... i do care about you all...including Yasmin..." Mark gave me a friendly smile and started packing away the first aid. "But... i can't just get up and leave the country for a while just like that? What about Yasmin?" I don't want to go. "What about her?" Mark looked at me. "... i...i can't leave her on her own..." I put my coat on and shoes. "She's a grown woman Gaz... she's not your responsibility." He was right she isn't... but i can't leave her. "Uh huh... shall we go back now? I don't want Rob coming back early or anything..." I looked out the window to make sure Robbie wasn't on his way back. "Yeah...lets go..." Mark smiled softly.

Chapter 95

"Gary i...." My heart was beating faster. I got caught up in the moment i didn't mean to. "I've got to go fetch Mark... it's getting late.." Gary shook his head slightly and his voice seemed to go quieter. "O...Okay..." I pulled the duvet further up me feeling stupid and awful again. "I'll see you tomorrow morning... i'll check on Rob...night..." Gary turned the light off and closed the door slightly. What have i done?! Softly i started to cry in my pillow hating myself even more.

Gary's POV

Why did she do that?! I can't believe she would actually do that after everything that has happened this past week! Quickly i got into my car and headed for Robbie's. Confusion filled my head. Things have changed seeing everything her and Robbie are going through i can't be second best. God i can't go through this again i just can't my feelings have changed for her i want to support her and the baby in a friend way. I parked outside Robbie's and waited a few minutes before getting out. If i tell Mark he'll just think that i want this to happen. I opened the front door and walked in. "Gaz?" I heard a voice come from the living room. "Yeah.. i'm here." I smiled softly when i saw Mark. "Hel- Woah... what's wrong with you?!" Mark got up from the sofa. "N...nothing?" Mark's not an idiot he can always sense when things aren't right. "You're as white as a ghost mate... here sit down." He walked me over to one of the sofas and sat me down. "Mark i'm fine..." I shook my head i really don't want to tell him me and Yasmin kissed. He'll be mad at me, because of Robbie. "Stay there i'll make us a coffee...then we can talk." Mark walked off to the kitchen.

Why do things have to be so complicated? I only ever wanted a simple life with the person i love is that too much to ask?! I stood up hoping to try and sneak out of here. Quietly i walked back to the front door. "Hold it Barlow." A voice made me jump. "Huh?!" I flinched a little and turned round. Mark walked from the kitchen carrying two mugs and placed them on the coffee table. "Going somewhere?" Mark raised his eyebrow at me. "erm...i..." I swallowed hard. "Come on... we need to chat.." He walked back into the living room and sat down. "Okay..." Softly i sighed and walked back in. "Drink your coffee Gaz... you don't look very well..." Mark handed me my mug. I sat down on the opposite sofa facing him. My eyes focused on the steam coming from the mug i can't look him in the eye. "Right... what happened... and don't say nothing i wasn't born yesterday... you're only like this when there's something worrying you or when somethings happened... you usually talk for England." Mark smiled softly at me. "Erm..." Don't cry Gary don't... i took a deep breath. I couldn't hold them in any longer, as i felt a few tears roll down my cheeks. "Gaz??" Mark put his mug down and sat beside me resting his hand on my back. "Mate...what is it?" He wiped a few of my tears. "I don't know....i....don't... know what's....w....wrong with me...M...Mark...." I started crying uncontrollable. "Sssshhh..." Mark wrapped his arms around me. "Has Yasmin said something?" He slowly stroked my back trying to calm me. "S....She...k...kissed me..." I trembled a little Robbie's hurt enough i can't bare to do this all again. "Oh...what did you do?" Mark moved his hand off my back and loosened the  hug. "P...Pulled...away... i couldn't...couldn't...do it...not again...P...please...believe me... " I haven't cried like this in a long time. Mark has to believe me. "Okay...i believe you Gaz..." Mark sighed softly and wrapped his arms back around me. To be honest i haven't felt this safe in a while since the affair...

Chapter 94

A week had passed already. I've never felt so empty in my life without Robbie it's horrible. I wish he could of seen the baby and hearing the positive of him or her doing so well. Maybe i'll ask Mark to show him the new scan photos i don't blame him for not wanting to talk to me. Gary was so great at supporting me and letting me stay here with him. Even if Mark hates me for doing this to his best mates i truly am a bitch.

I heard Mark and Gary talking downstairs. Maybe they're talking about Robbie?? I slipped on my dressing gown and tip toed downstairs and sat on the middle step. "I don't know Mark we can't tell her this.. it will break her... i mean he wouldn't would he?!" I saw Gary sit down on the sofa through a mirror on the hallway wall. "Gaz... we need to find him... and before Yasmin knows..." Mark sat beside him on the sofa. Wait? What's happened to Robbie???! I couldn't just sit there i had to know. "What's happened to Robbie?!" I walked into the living room nervous started to settle in. Mark jumped up from the sofa. "Ermm... nothing? He's fine... why not fine...but you know..." Mark sighed softly and looked at Gary out the corner of his eye. "G...Gary?" Mark was clearly lying to me. Somethings happened to Robbie... "Erm... Rob...he...erm...no one knows where he is..." Gary looked up at Mark who just frowned back at him. "Oh...gosh.. you mean...what if..." My knees felt weak and tears streamed down my face. "We'll find him... don't worry..." Gary hugged me tightly. "Gaz... will you be coming out with me and the lads tonight?... Jay said he'd take us in some clubs and look for Rob..." Mark never looked at me only Gary. "I think i better give it a miss...i'm going to stay with Yasmin...if you don't mind?" Gary wrapped his arm around me and started to walk me back upstairs. "Oh right...your choice...again." Mark shrugged and walked out.


The sound of loud beeping woke me up. "Huh?!" I sat up quickly i was in bed. I must of dozed off. Gary was beside me also asleep. We wasn't sleeping together i was under the duvet fully dressed and Gary was ontop of the duvet also fully dressed too. "Gary..." I nudged him slightly to turn his phone off. "Uh? What? Who?!" Gary's eyes snapped open and he sat up quickly. "We fell asleep...erm... your phones going off..." I smiled softly at him. "Uh huh..." Gary rubbed his eyes and pulled out his phone. I watched his facial expressions he went from a confused look to normal pleased look. "Everything okay...?" Nervously i asked. "Yeah... They've found Rob..." Gary smiled at me. For the first time in this past week i've actually felt happy. "What??! Really??? Is he okay?!" I sat up smiling looking at Gary like a little kid waiting for answers. "Mark's with him now at the house. Rob's in bed fast asleep he's had a few coffees so he can sober up, but Mark's asked me if i can give him a lift back, because he hasn't got any money on him for a taxi." This is great news! Robbie's okay! "Yes Gary! Go!" I still can't believe he's okay. Gary's made me so happy for telling me this i let my excitement take over and kissed him in the moment. Gary pulled away. "Yasmin... what are you doing?!" He looked at me confused. What the hell have i just done! My heart sank.

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Gary's POV

The ambulance arrived within a couple of minutes. Yasmin was still unconscious when we finally arrived at the hospital and she was rushed into a bed and monitored. Where's Robbie?? He should be here. He's the father of this baby and this is his wife to be. What if she loses the baby? I wont be able to cope with that and she's not even my girlfriend! I've got to get out of here. "Mr Williams...?" A doctor came towards me. "H...Huh?" Did he just call me Mr Williams?? "I'm Dr Smith... your wife seems to be doing better a little dehydrated and stressed which caused her to collapse. She'll be fine she's starting to come around now, so we'll have to do a scan of the baby just to make sure everything going okay. You can go and see her now." He smiled and patted my shoulder.  "But i'm not..." Damn he's gone. I took a deep breath and walked into Yasmin's room her eyes were half open. "R...Robbie?" She whispered. "Erm...n...no it's Gary..." Slowly i sat beside her bed on a chair. "W...where's Rob...?" Her eyes kept opening and closing. "Mark's with him..." Gently i took her hand in mine. I sent Mark a quick message hopefully Robbie's okay. Just letting you know i'm at the hospital with Yasmin. She collapsed,but both her and the baby are okay... how's Rob?

"Mr Williams? Can you put your phone away please?" Doctor Smith walked back into the room pushing what it looks like a small tv with wires attached. Yasmin looked at me when he again called me Mr Williams. "Yas i-" The doctor pulled down her blanket and squirted some gel onto her stomach. "Less chit chat Daddy lets see your little one." He keeps thinking i'm the father... and Yasmin's my wife. wow... Yasmin didn't say much i guess she wasn't bothered she just wanted Robbie to be here. "Ah ha...." Doctor Smith. "Is it okay??" Yasmin sat up squeezing my hand tightly. "Looking good that i can see." He turned the screen round to us. At first i couldn't make it out, but then it caught my eye something moving. Oh my god... "Is that...is..." I couldn't get my words out. "Oh Gary...." Yasmin started crying. For a few minutes it felt real...i felt like the father of this child... i felt like Mr Williams... it was all so beautiful. I wrapped my arms around Yasmin and stroked her back. "It's beautiful...Yasmin..." Sneakily i wiped away a few tears. "You're just over 2 months now... i'll make a few copies." Wow... over 2months already... it only seems like 5minutes since they said about the baby. The doctor packed up his things and gave us the scans. "Now take it easy miss." He smiled and left. "Thank you...G..Gary... for being here...oh gosh..." Yasmin held the scans. I'd do anything to be a father... these past few minutes have been the best. First time i've ever seen this happen with me being in the same room. "You're welcome... and thank you for letting me stay...it was a beautiful experience i've ever witnessed...." I smiled looking at the scans. "Ooooh Gary..." I felt myself being pulled into a hug. "Ssssh... you miss Rob don't you..." Wet tears trailed down my shirt from her ,as she nodded gently against me.

The door sounded again. I bet it's that frigging loopy doctor again. "My wife's fine" I joked. Might as well play his game. "Errmmm... Gaz??" Oh no.. it wasn't the doctor. I turned round to find Mark at the door. "M...Mark??" I let go of Yasmin who had drifted to sleep on my chest i carefully laid her back down in the bed. "Wife...?? What are you playing at? I could of been Robbie!" He frowned at me. "It...it was a joke.. the doctor he...thinks i'm Rob.." Maybe it was wrong of me to play along. "Bet you love that?! Oh by the way Rob's gone." Mark sounded bitter. "Gone?? What do you mean gone??!" Shit good thing Yasmin's asleep. "I went to the house and the front door was open. Went upstairs to look for him all i found was a broken photo frame covered in blood and blood droplets leading down the stairs. He's injured god knows where he is or how he is! And all you two can do is play happy families??!" Mark's right... i feel even worse now hearing this it's woken me up from my dreamland i guess. "H...How are we going to tell her..." I swallowed hard. "I'm worried about him Gaz... anything could happen to him...." Mark sighed softly.

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"Mark... easy mate...Rob's just found out..." Gary pulled away a little. "Really...? Poor Rob..." Mark shook his head. "Ma...Mark...I..." My tears just kept on falling it was as if i was suffocating. "So you've left Rob on his own... after telling him that? Jeeez what's wrong with you?? He could of done anything with the state he's in!" Mark stared at me. "H...He...wouldn't...r...right..." The thought of Robbie doing something stupid, because of me completely broke me i couldn't stay calm not with this thought. My breathing started to increase i need to get out of here. "I...I'm...s...sorry..." Quickly i ran upstairs into Gary's bathroom and locked the door.

Gary's POV

"Mark!! What the hell did you say that for?? She's pregnant you know!" I stood up i need to find Yasmin. "Well it's true... she broke your heart once and now she's destroyed Rob's don't tell me you've forgiven her after all what she's done. I know Rob wont, and she just left him in that state. You know... he could be lying in a gutter somewhere... don't you feel for him? At all???" What the hell is wrong with him. He shouldn't be talking like this not to anyone especially not to Yasmin!  "Of course i feel for him, but i need to look after Yasmin right now... for the baby's sake she came to me for help, and that is what i'll give to her." I walked into the hallway. "So... you're just not going to bother about him? God Gary are you that desperate to get with her?! Well anyway i'm going to check on my mate... because i for one care about him... a lot! Instead of trying to get with his missus." Mark put his coat on and went to walk out the front door. "OI! Excuse me! But i am not trying to get with his missus i am caring for his missus, because with all this stress she could lose this baby, and if i can help her then i'll do everything i can. Robbie was the one who throw her out!" I started walking upstairs. "Yeah... don't worry i'll sort Rob out he deserves better than this anyway! I hope you and Yasmin have a great life together." Mark left slamming the door behind him. "Bastard." I whispered under my breath as i reach the top of the stairs. I thought Mark was different clearly i was wrong. "Yasmin? Where are you? He's gone." I walked into my bedroom, but she wasn't there. "Yasmin??" The bathroom door was locked. "Open the door please..." I knocked quietly, but no answer. Shit... what if she's passed out. "YASMIN??" No this cannot be happening i tried shouldering the door. One big kick and the door came opening. Yasmin was laying beside the toilet her eyes were closed as she was pale. "Yasmin?? Answer me??" I crouched beside her and gently tapped her face. Nothing she was out cold. She had been sick in the toilet as well... this doesn't look good. Quickly i got my phone out my back pocket and rang for an ambulance. She can't lose the baby....she just can't!

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My breathing was out of control. "R...Rob..." I sobbed slowly turning round on my chair to face him. His face was still buried in his hands. "Why....?" I heard him say against his hands. "I...It meant...n...nothing...i love you..." I take deep short breathes to stop myself from being sick. "WHY YASMIN???? WHY???" Robbie's eyes were red from his tears and his voice sounded angry with a disappointed tone. Why did it have to come out this way?! "I...I...Don't...know..." My body was shaking all over. "Liar... both of you... how?? He's my....he was... my best mate... just go... i can't bare to look at you right now!!" I've truly broken his heart... "Rob....Robbie please...." I quickly made my way to him on the bed and sat beside him. "I...I bet you both were laughing behind my back... how long...?" He shook his head slightly still not giving me eye contact. "A..A few...m..months..." I swallowed hard. The room fell silent for a few minutes then Robbie moved his hands from his face again. "M...months...?" Slowly he turned his head to my stomach. Oh no.. he thinks... "N...no Rob....it's not...his..." My stomach was doing flips. "I...I've always dreamt...of being a father... to hold my child in my arms once they're born... to protect...to love them... late nights...early mornings... changes...feeds... just being there to support them...now that dream has been taken from me....ripping my heart to pieces..." Tears fell from his eyes and onto his jeans. "R...Rob...the baby's...it's yours..." Nervously i placed my hand on his back. "YOU DON'T KNOW THAT!" He moved away from me. "GET OUT YASMIN JUST GET OUT THE FUCK OUT! YOU'VE KILLED ME INSIDE! BROKEN MY HEART JUST GO!" He grabbed a photo frame on the nightstand and threw it across the room causing it to shatter into pieces. I've never felt so scared in my life he'd never hurt me... i know that for sure quickly i ran out of the bedroom. I went downstairs. Just before i opened the door to leave the house i heard a thud in the bedroom. Robbie completely burst into tears on the floor sobbing loudly. "I...I...Can't believe....she'd...she'd... do this....." He cried loudly on the floor. I've never hated myself so much before...breaking the man's heart who i love to pieces. I've got to warn Gary that he knows...

I arrived at Gary's house. My legs were like jelly. Thoughts were swimming around my head. Robbie thinks the baby's Gary's... he's going to hate me forever... Softly i knocked on Gary's door. After a few seconds a dark figure appear at the doors glass then the door came open. Gary stood shirtless wearing just his boxers with a green toothbrush hanging out the corner of his mouth which was plastered with white foamy toothpaste. "Yasmin?? What on earth has happened???" He removed the toothbrush and came out to me. I was still shaking from the shock. "R...R...Robbie...." I sobbed. "What's happened?! What's he done?? Has he hurt you??" Gary wrapped his arm around me. "N...No..." I cried loudly. "Come on.. let's get you in...." Gary walked me inside and closed the door behind us. We went into his living room it was rather big with dark shades of reds and browns. He sat me on the sofa and wiped his mouth on his arm. "I'll get us some tea...stay here...." Gary went into the kitchen. My head felt as if it was growing it was hurting so much i felt like i was about to pass out. "Yasmin?" I heard a voice speak holding a white mug in front of my eyes. Shit i must of been in my own world again. I looked up to see Gary holding out the mug he gave me a soft friendly smile. "T...Thanks.." I took it in my hands trying to calm me a little. Gary walked over to the seat beside me on the sofa. It felt awkward what am i going to say? The thought of hurting Robbie kept replaying in my mind i can't take it no more i can't. My tears came out uncontrollable i couldn't stop shaking. "Yasmin! You need to stay calm! For the baby's shake!" Gary pulled me close to him trying to calm me down it wasn't working i need Robbie i need to make everything better. "GAAAZ! I'm back!" The front door closed to. Oh no... I peered through Gary's arms. "Gaz where-" Mark walked into the room to see me in Gary's arms he frowned a little. "What's she doing here?" He didn't sound happy at all.

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"Hmm...good...cos I know he likes you and all that.." Robbie sat up a little searching for his clothes. "I don't know..can we drop it? Please?" I started getting dressed not really in the mood to talk. "See there you go again every time I mention Gary." Robbie frowned a little. "You just punched him! Why do you think I act weird around him??" I started breathing faster. "Oh..yeah...Yaz..I'm sorry.." Robbie sighed. Now I feel bad. "No..I'm sorry..." Gently I stroked his cheek.

It was almost time to catch our plane I was waiting in the airport for Robbie. He had gone to look for Gary like he said to apologise. Come on Rob...we're going to miss our flight. What do I do if he doesn't come back in time? Nervously I stroked my belly watching some people on our flight start to head in the direction of the check in point. My legs were like jelly I stood up and started to walk around a little. Where is he??? "Yaz!" I heard someone call. I turned to the direction of the voice. It was Robbie running towards me. "Finally!" I sighed in relief. "He wasn't there." Robbie spoke panting for his breath back. "Huh? Wasn't he? What about Mark?" That's strange. "Nope neither of them were. I went to their room it was empty and asked at reception she said they had checked out early this morning." Robbie took my bag. "Really? Oh..." I wonder why they decided to leave so early? "Anyway we've got a plane to catch." Robbie wrapped his arm around my waist.

We sat in our seats. I've never felt so tired. "Babe are you okay?" Robbie fastened his seat belt giving me a worried look. "Yeah...just tired..." I rested my head against his shoulder. "You need to rest...have a sleep its a good few hours flight anyway." He ran his fingers through my strands of hair. "Uh. huh..." Slowly I closed my eyes starting to drift off.

It felt like I had been asleep for days, but soon woken by loud noises. "Huh??" My eyes snapped open. "Easy babe." Robbie was next to me. I had no idea where we were. "W...where??" I was still half asleep. "The planes just landed babe." He stroked my back a little to calm me. I must of forgotten about falling asleep on the plane although I feel better after my sleep. An hour later after searching for our suitcases and picking the wrong case at first we were finally set to go home. Robbie loaded our cases and bags into the boot of the taxi. Patiently I waited for him to join me in the back. "Home time babe!" Robbie grinned at me whilst getting in the seat along side me in the taxi. "Can't wait." Gently i stroked to top of of leg. "Shall we go out we we're home? I mean it'll be better than unpacking there's no fun in that." The taxi driver got in and started driving us home. "Yeah. Good idea." Softly i kissed Robbie. After a 30 minute drive we finally arrived back home. It felt great. The holiday was amazing, but nothing beats being back home were we belong. "Yaz. You can go upstairs and get ready i'll bring the cases up." Robbie gave me a quick hug and went to the boot of the taxi to get our cases. "Okay Rob." I got the keys from my bag and opened the front door. Mmmm.. that homely smell. I've missed it so much. I put my keys on the holder in the hallway, and went upstairs to the bedroom to get changed. Maybe a dress would be suiting for tonight even though i have no idea where we are going Robbie wouldn't settle for anything too cheap. My other dresses were still in the suitcases, but i still had a couple. Hmmm.... looks like it's going to be a black knee length, cream silk tie and black strappy heels. I started to get dressed still my bump wasn't showing. I can't wait to go see our little baby again. Robbie's amazing can't wait until the months are over so we can hold him or her. I sighed happily and started to put my make up on. "Yaz?" Robbie called from the hallway. "Up here." I smiled to myself in the mirror. "Wow..." I heard him say softly before walking over to me. "You're stunning Yaz..." Softly he placed his hands on my shoulders. He really knows how to make me blush. "Erm...Thanks..." I felt my face get warmer. Robbie walked over to the bed and sat down. I finished off doing my make up and hair. "I'll try Gary again." He pulled out his phone and type a few numbers in. Oh great... i thought to myself. "Nope.. still no answer... voice mail..." I noticed Robbie face had more of a confused look now. I can tell he's sensing somethings wrong. He put the phone against his ear again. "....Ay?? He's turned it off??" Robbie frowned. "Has he...?" I swallowed hard. I guess Gary's a bit worried seeing Robbie ringing him after what happened the other day. "Have you spoken to him at all?" He was still trying his phone. "No...try Mark..." I cleared my throat a little. "Nothing... Mark's is voice mail as well!" His voice sounded more annoyed now. "What the fuck are they playing at??" He's making me more nervous now. I just want to quickly get out of here, so we can go to dinner. "Are you sure you haven't heard anything from them? Either of them?" He looked over to my direction. I could see his face looking at me in the mirror. "N....no..." God i wish he'd stop asking me now. "I don't believe it!! Mark's turned his off now!" Robbie threw his phone down onto the bed. He's worrying me now. "Can you try?? On yours maybe they'll answer?!" He sighed with an angry tone. "No Rob i wont! I don't know what's happening between either Gary or Mark why would i??! " Maybe i shouldn't of said that, but he kept asking me. "Alright calm down! I was only asking seeing as at one point you and Gary were close and maybe you had spoken to Mark after what happened with me and Gary. Jeeez you're acting like you're having a bloody sleeping with him!!" Robbie raised his voice. Shit. I froze. I was like a rabbit in headlights. Did he really just say that?? A tear escaped my left eye, and quickly i wiped it. I could feel Robbie staring at me. ".....Right?" He laughed a little. I feel sick. I've got to get out of here. "Yasmin..." Robbie sat up on the bed. I looked up a little. His eyes were fixed on the back of my head. "....Have you been seeing him....?" Robbie's voice sounded slightly sad but slightly angry at the same time. That's it i couldn't control the tears anymore i felt them running down my cheeks. "Yasmin!! Answer me!! Have you been having an affair with Gary???!" He raised his voice again. My belly was twisting and turning my throat felt like sand paper it was so dry. "I...I...I'm...s...s..s...sorry..." I was shaking all over. Robbie finally knows the truth. His face turned pale. Slowly he put his head in his hands. I couldn't speak it was like i lost my voice i felt dead seeing him like this. 

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I shifted my hips against his bulge. "Oooh...Yaz.." Robbie closed his eyes his head still resting in the sand. My breathing started to increase I tugged the bottom of his shirt undoing the buttons as quickly as possible and ripping open the last few. My lips started kissing his chest hungrily. Trailing my tongue from his chest to his left nipple and giving it a quick tug in between my teeth, thendoing the same to his right. "Oooh fuck..." Robbie arched his back lifting me up a little. His hard erection digging in my leg I wanted him and I didn't want to wait any longer. "Rob..." I moaned as he removed my dress leaving me in just my underwear. "W...Wow..." Robbie muttered staring at me. I felt him get even harder. "I better release something..." I smiled cheekily as I hooked my fingers at the hem of his shorts and pulled them down to his ankles, and doing the same with his boxers which allowed his erection to spring free. "Woah.." I stared at his erection, and got back onto his lap. "Your fault.." Robbie mumbled from underneath me. Actually it was his own fault for suggesting this idea... My hands trailed behind me taking hold of his manhood in both hands. Robbie's eyes snapped open. "YAZ!" He panted heavily as my hand did wonders on him making him even harder. "Yes baby?" I giggled seeing his facial expression, as i drived him insane with my hands. "Fucking hell..." He moaned. I felt his hands trail up my body tugging at my underwear and then throwing my bra across the beach so we were now both completely naked. 

I positioned myself onto Robbie's length allowing him deep entrance. "HOLY-" Before Robbie could shout i quickly covered his mouth just in case people heard. "Ssshhh..." I claimed his mouth into a deep hot kiss and started moving up and down on his. The pleasure we were both receiving was amazing it felt so long, but its worth the wait. Starting off slow then speeding up letting Robbie fill me completely. My lips trailed wet kisses along his collar bone and up his neck finally finding his lips, as i moved along Robbie as fast as i could. "Oooooohhh... Rob...." I moaned whilst biting his earlobe. "I'm...." Robbie bit his lip hard trying to hold his orgasm as much as he could. "Come for me babe..." I whispered gently sucking his ear. "Yaz....i...." Robbie's face looked redder and a little sweaty. "YAZZZZZ!!!!" Robbie shouted as he finally let go filling me with his load. After feeling Robbie let go it also made me let go of my orgasm too causing me to scream his name. "ROBBIEEEE!!" I fell on his chest panting for breath. 

"W...Wow..." Robbie stroked the loose hair from my face. "Wow indeed." I looked up at him grinning. He was right it was a beautiful place to make love. Maybe too public, but i don't care it was amazing! "Can't believe we have to leave tomorrow..." I gently stroked his bare chest. "Me either... there will be more holidays though... i was thinking...maybe i should go see Gary before we leave... i need to apologise for hitting him...it was wrong of me i know." Robbie sighed softly against my forehead. "Erm...y...yeah." I swallowed. Every time someone mentions Gary i get nervous. Gary wouldn't say anything to Robbie right? Not about the affair.. he wouldn't... "Yaz?" Robbie stroked my cheek. "Erhh..." I shook my head. Shit i was daydreaming again. "Every time... i talk about Gary... you... you seem to act weird... is everything okay between you? Has he said something?" He raised his eyebrow at me. My heart started beating fast and i started to get a little more sweaty. "N..No..." Where's this coming from? Am i making it too obvious now?! "........Has he done something to you...." Robbie's eyes looked as if they had widened. This cannot be happening... "No..." I almost whispered.  

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"Shall we go for a walk on the beach?" Robbie grinned from under the running water. "Sounds great!" I smiled back washing off the shower gel from my body. "Can't believe we've got to go home tomorrow..already its gone so fast." Robbie stepped out the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. Wow its really time to leave tomorrow? Must of slipped my mind.. "Er..yeah." I turned off the shower and picked up my towel. "Only a couple more weeks and we can see our little beauty again." Gently Robbie placed his hand on my stomach. "Can't wait..." I still feel nervous of all this parent hood, but I guess all new comers go through it. I walked into the bedroom to get changed into something light for the beach walk.

I slipped into a knee length dress and tied my hair up loosely. Robbie walked into the bedroom and put on a white shirt and shorts. "Looking mighty fine future Mrs Williams." Robbie walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my side. "Behave." I playfully pushed him. "You know... It Is pretty late..." Robbie pulled me closer. "..I don't think anyone will be on the beach..." His eyes looked so cheeky. "I am not having sex on the beach." I poked him and giggled. "But...how romantic would it be..? Laying on the sand just you and me the sound of the relaxing waves hitting the rocks under the moonlight sky...plus we've already had sex in the sea, so don't act innocent miss." Robbie squeezed my side. To be honest it does sound romantic...and it is our last night here... "Let's go.. we'll start with the walk...just to make sure no one is around...and if...that is an if you can behave I might say yes." I gave him a cheeky wink. "Oi!" Robbie smiled and took my hand. "Let's go."

We walked along the beach. It was beautiful not a cloud in the sky only full of stars. We walked along side each other swinging our hands and letting the sea gently wash our feet. "Tonight is beautiful." I smiled up at him. "Yeah...she is..." Robbie's hand gently stroked my now blushing cheek. His compliments always make me blush, so sweet. "Stop making me blush." I gently brushed my hand against his bulge. "Yaz!" Robbie choked a little. "Yes...Rob?" I gave him an innocent look. We walked to where more palm trees were and a little hut. Robbie pushed me gently causing me to fall onto the sand. "Ouuuch!" I frowned a little looking up at him. "Ooops!" He giggled. He went to run away but before he could I grabbed his ankle making him fall as well. "Yaaaazz!" He shouted as he fell into a pile of sand. "Ooops..." I crawled over and sat on his lap. He had no way of escaping. Robbie lay on his back grinning softly at me. "I love you.." He stroked my arm. "I love you too..." I gave him a soft kiss on his lips. This is perfect... "Rob..." I looked at him. His eyes were glowing in the moonlight. He's such a stunning man, and I'm so lucky to have him in my life. "Yes baby." He looked up at me. "....Make love to me..." I whispered in his ear and gently bit it making my warm breath give an effect on him. "Mmm.." Robbie smiled warmly at me as his hands stroked up my spine. The gorgeous smile which melts my heart...and the one which makes me want him even more....