Chapter 103

Gary's POV

Two months had passed already. Still no sign of Robbie wanting to talk to Yasmin. She decided to stay at one of her mates house for a girly weekend. She was almost 5month pregnant now. I really hope they start to sort things for the baby's sake her bump is growing nicely. Life wasn't going to bad for me... apart from having the guilt follow me everywhere causing Robbie and Yasmin to spilt hopefully it wont stay like that. Mark had moved in for a few weeks, because he's having a new studio in his house, and to be honest i'm glad he's staying with me. We're dating... but we want to keep things a secret. No one knows yet.. we decided to keep it like this for a while it feels good. The band are working on a new album nothing major, but we've decided to do an acoustic album for some of our songs. It was hard though without Robbie doing his parts, and him refusing to come anywhere near me which will be tough for when all five of us have to be in the same room being interviewed. I haven't seen him since i hid under his table... probably why i'm still alive! Me and Mark were working together on few tracks in my studio. "How was that Gaz?" Mark smiled through the recording glass still with his headphones on. "Beautiful mate...just a beaudy." Smiling whilst speaking through the microphone to him. "Great!" He came out grinning away. He had just finished an acoustic version of Babe. "Mmmm..." I felt him wrap his arms around me whilst i sat in my recording chair gently he planted soft kisses along my neck. "Ay lad.. we're meant to be working." I raised my eyebrow trying to hide my grin but failing. "I know... but we can have fun right? I mean i know we aren't ready to... you know... just yet... but you're a workaholic mate..." He smiled at me that lop sided grin which gives me butterflies. "I know... sorry..." I played with my fingers a little. He's right i do work too much..and i want our relationship to work...instead of my job. "Ay... show me those gorgeous eyes... i wasn't telling you off or moaning.. just don't want you to get too stressed." He pulled me into a hug. I rested my head against his chest. He's so loving and makes me feel so special it's unbelievable how happy i am with him.

"Erm... what do you want to do?" I looked up at him. "I don't mind Gaz it's up to you." He took off his zip up top and placed it onto one of the speakers. "I don't want to do anymore songs... i'm getting a bit bored..." I shrugged slightly besides we have been in here for two and a half hours. "You bored? Do you ever get bored?" Mark laughed cheekily at me. "Psssh look who's talking! Eh... might go in the bath a nice soak will be good." I stood up walking to the door of the studio. "Already? It's only just gone past 12 in the afternoon?" Mark looked over at me. "Yeah i know... but we've finished in here haven't we? Besides there's nothing else to do on a Sunday afternoon." Softly i smiled. "Yeah.. you're right.. want me to start dinner?" Mark put his zip up top under his arm and also walked to the studio door. "Erm... you're not going...to join me?" This is the first time i have asked that... we have slept together in the same bed, but we haven't seen each other naked before.. not since the early days when we'd see a quick flash of one another from either being drunk or getting dressed on tours. We haven't had sex yet either... we wanted a nice slow relationship to build on. "M...Me? Really...?" Mark looked at me face making sure it wasn't a joke. I nodded and smiled whilst making my way upstairs. It wasn't long before Mark followed me.

Once the bath was filled i added some nice smelling bath creams making it as foamy as possible, because i'm a very protective of my body i don't have the best and i don't like showing it even though me and Mark are together. Mark waited in the bedroom whilst i started to get undressed and into the bath first. Quickly putting the bubbles above my lap to cover my private parts. "Mark...i'm in..." I called once i was comfortable. A few seconds later Mark appeared a little nervous looking. "W...Wow..." He smiled looking at me slowly unbuttoning his shirt. "The water's...erm nice and warm..." I gave him a nervous smile. Mark took off his t shirt, trousers and socks leaving him in his boxers. "Erm... can you erm..." Mark swallowed. "Yes..." I turned facing the wall whilst he took off his boxers and got in the bath opposite me."Mm... nice and warm." Mark grinned. I couldn't help, but stare at his body.. he was perfect why have i been blind for so long??