chapter 31

"Yasmin? Are you okay?" I felt Robbie's wrap around me. "I...I'm fine.." I sobbed softly. "Is it the baby?!" Robbie placed his hand against my stomach. "Robbie will you shut up about the baby for once?!" I pushed him away. "Yaz?" He looked at me. "Just leave me alone... Both of you!" I ran out the room crying. It was about 9pm I walked around the town. There wasn't many people out only the odd couple leaving the pubs and restaurants. "Free drinks after 8pm miss?" A woman looked at me smiling holding a leaflet. "Erm..." Should I? I mean drink isn't always the answer, but at least it will make me happy for a little bit. "Right this way..." She took me into a small bar with brightly coloured lights. I sat at the bar and next to me was a parrot on a perch. Quite strange if I'm honest. The bar man placed a few shots in front of me each of them were a different colour. "Oh...I didn't... Erm.. Order them." I looked at him. "These are free drinks miss." He wiped the bar with his tea towel. "Oh...okay...thanks." My mind drifted off to everything which has happened in the past few months... The whole Robbie, Gary thing. This has been the hardest few months of my entire life. I knocked back a shot. It was so strong it might as well of been neat vodka. "Woah!" My eyes opened wide after that one! Next I knocked back a purple looking one, that one seemed even stronger! It made me tipsy already. After a couple more shots the room felt like it was spinning. Finally I went to knock back the last free shot it was green and it seemed to be fizzing...well that's what it looked like. I moved the small glass to my lips. "YASMIN!" Someone shouted. Maybe I'm hearing things now? I ignored it and moved the glass to my lips again. "YASMIN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!!" The glass was took from my hands. "Hey!" I looked up. Oh no... Its Robbie... I've never seen him so angry. "Ermm... Hey baby." I smiled up at him. "What the hell are you doing Yasmin?!" He shouted. "Having a drink?" My eyes were going all over the place. "You're pregnant you stupid woman!" Robbie pulled me away from the bar and almost dragged me back to the hotel. "Get in there!" He pushed me back into our room. I sat on the sofa. "Where...where are youzzz goinggggg?" My speech was slurred. "I need a walk.." Robbie left the room. I must of fallen asleep for a little bit on the sofa. I heard the sound of soft snoring coming from a bedroom door. Robbie must be home. Quietly I crept to the door and opened it. The shape of someone asleep under the covers lay in the bed. Robbie must of got straight into bed. I tried walking in a straight line,but failed. I was still drunk! I fell on top of him. "Y...Yasmin..?" I heard a voice from underneath me. I've woken him up. "Ssshhh.. Baby.." I placed my finger on his lips. "Are you drunk...where's..." I bit his lip so he would stop talking. "Let's not talk....." I pulled down his boxers. The bed seemed a lot smaller than the one me and Robbie originally slept in. It felt like a single bed...