Chapter 37

I woke up like a normal morning with Robbie's arms wrapped tightly around my waist. He was still asleep his lips slightly parted enough to hear his steady breathing. I couldn't ask to be anywhere else. "Morning gorgeous.." Robbie mumbled with his eyes still closed. "Morning babe.." I inhaled his scent. "I was going to go and do some shopping later.." His finger made little circles on my shoulder. "I'll come?" I grinned looking up at him. "No no...I'm buying you something." He winked. "But..." I pouted. "Meet me on the beach after?" Robbie slipped from underneath me and started to get dressed. "Can't wait!" This is really interesting I love surprises! Once he was dressed he grabbed his wallet from the bedside table. "Meet me...erm..let's say around 2pm ish?" It was 11am now so I had plenty of time. "Okay gorgeous see you soon." I started to make our bed. Robbie had left about 10minutes ago. "Need help..." I heard a voice behind. It made me jump. "Aaah! Oh Gary you scared me." Gary was standing in the doorway. White shorts and vest top leaning against the doorframe. "Sorry." He grinned as he walked into the bedroom. This was my chance to tell him..I can't sleep with him no more. "Gary..." I looked at him as he came closer to me. "Yes.." He ran his fingers through my hair. "No Gary...sit down...please..." I pointed to the bed. We both sat on the bed side by side. This isn't easy for me to say..but me and Robbie had...a good talk yesterday..and it showed me everything I have and how much I love him... "Go...on..." Gary looked at me. "I can't do this no...no more Gary...I...I'm so sorry. Silence filled the room for about 5minutes. "So...this meant nothing to you?" Gary finally spoke. "I..I wouldn't put it like that. I like you Gary...I really do...but...I don't love you.." I felt a few tears fall down my cheeks. "Everything I told you...and the fact I told you I loved you...and I thought you loved me..I mean you have been sleeping we me almost every fucking day!" Gary was getting angry now. "Gary...please...it was a bit of fun... Right?" Oh well done Yasmin. "FUN?! You told me you loved me the other night Yasmin!" He stood up and looked at me. "I...I...was drunk...I..thought you was...Robbie..." More tears left my eyes. I'm breaking his heart, and I feel awful! "I...just can't believe it..." He shook his head and held the side of his face. "Maybe I'll tell him..hmmm?!" Oh god please..I feel as if I've been stabbed its that painful. "Gary please!! I'm begging you please!" I took hold of his arm. "Get off me!" He pushed me making me fall onto the bed... "I can't believe you.." Gary was breathing faster. He moved closer to me. "I...I've got to meet Robbie...s..soon..." I looked up at him as I lay on the bed. "Tell...tell me to go then..." His lips hovered over mine.