Chapter 18:
"Do you have feelings for Gary, Yasmin?" He repeated his question again. "I...I...errr..." Oh shit this is bad! I looked at him, he loves me so much.. this will destroy him, i love him so much! I can't hurt him... "N...no... I love... you...and you... only...." I felt so weird.. i'm not only a cheat, but now a lier too. "Oooh thank god! I actually thought you did!" Robbie take a sigh of relief and hugged me tightly. I feel awful.. i just want to curl up and die. "Come on then." Robbie got out of bed and grabbed his jeans and looked for a shirt. "Huh?" I looked at him. "Get dressed." He grinned and started to brush his hair. "Ooh..erm... okay..." I answered confused. "I'd wear something which is suitable for outdoors." He looked at me while putting on his shoes. "Ermm... a dress?" I asked. "Perfect." He replied. I went into the walk in wardrobe and took out a knee length floral dress, then i started to brush my hair and applied a little bit of make up. "Ready?" I felt Robbie's hands on my shoulders. "I...I guess so.." I looked up and gave him a soft smile. "Good, good." He walked downstairs and got his car keys. I followed him slowly feeling terrible.
We arrived at a very beautiful place. There were mountains, rivers, trees anything life it was lovely also the sun was shining in the cloudless blue sky. "Wow..." I looked out the window. "Like it?" Robbie smiled at me. "I love... love it!" I looked at him. "Good... this is were we are shooting the video." He got out and walked over to a few camera people. 'We'? Who's we? I got out the car and walked over to Robbie and a few other people. "R..Rob..?" I tapped him on the shoulder. "Yes babe?" He kissed my cheek. "W...Who else is going to be here?" I asked a bit nervous. "Gary." He smiled and turned back round to the camera people. Oh no! Of course....he's made the song with him... why did i agree to come?! "Yasmin?" Robbie looked at me. "Are you feeling okay? You can go and wait in the trailer if you like." Robbie pointed to two trailers. "Y...yeah... just the sun... i guess." Another lie... "Go and wait in there." He smiled. I walked over to one of the trailers and sat down on the chair in front of the dressing room mirror. This is a mess. Why did i sleep with Gary? Why?! I'm so stupid... at the time it felt right... and now... it's the worse thing i've ever done.. I lay my head in my hands. "Yasmin?" I heard a familiar voice speak. Please don't say... i lifted my head and turned round. Yes. I was right. It was Gary and he was shirtless. Wait! GARY'S SHIRTLESS!??
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