chapter 34

Robbie looked at me and shook his head. "I'm so dissapointed in you Yasmin." I could hear how upset and angry he was with me. I'm actually surprised he hasn't hit Gary yet. "Mate listen...it is not what it looks like..." Gary stood up letting go of me. "Of course not..." He rolled his eyes. "Ro..Robbie.." I whispered. "If its not what it looks like then why did she drink last night?!" Robbie looked at me again. Huh? What's he talking about? He's just caught me and Gary in a slight lovey dovey moment. "What do you mean Rob?" Gary looked confused. "Well she wouldn't be looking the way she is now...being sick, headaches, hungover would she..you shouldn't encourage her by offering her a shoulder to cry on its her own doing." Wait...he doesn't know? Jesus Christ. "Rob...she was upset?" Gary looked at me. "Doesn't mean she should act like a child. Throwing her toys out the pram when something doesn't go her way!" Robbie could no longer bare to look at me. I couldn't control my anger he's pissed me off now! "Excuse me?! Me throwing my toys out the pram?! Sorry but have you seen yourself lately?!! If something doesn't go your way EVERYONE knows about it, your moans last for days! Poor old Rob! And you keep banging on about this baby... What if there isn't one maybe I'm just being sick because I'm ill and we don't know?!!" He started breathing faster. "Oh shut up Yasmin grow the fuck up! And there probably won't even be a baby if you keep acting the way you are! Drinking and not taking things seriously!!" He shouted back at me. Gary looked incrediably awkward. "That's it!! Get out! Fucking go!!!" I pushed Robbie against his chest, so he'd leave. What he just said hurt badly even if I'm not pregnant, if I was I wouldn't drink I'd protect the baby no matter what. I slammed the door once Robbie was out of it and locked it. Gary looked at me as I walked past him and to the bedroom. I fell on the bed hiding my face into the cover and started crying loudly. It wasn't long until I felt myself being pulled into two strong bare arms. "Ssssh...its okay..." Gary stroked my back as I sobbed against his bare chest."None of you mean what you said...you were just upset and so was he...just have a little time to calm down, yeah?" Slowly he ran his fingers through my hair. I nodded softly. "Good girl.." I felt safe in Gary's arms.. A comfort..he made me forget about the bad..I could stay like this for hours it was beautiful. I looked up slowly making eye contact with him. "T...thank...you..." I breathed faster from my crying. "That's okay darl...ermm.. Yasmin." He wiped away my tears. He almost called me darling... We just stared into each others eyes for a few minutes...until over lips were hovering over one anothers. He made me feel better, and I didn't even need time to release what I'm doing as I pressed my lips against his.