Chapter 40

He sighed and pulled the duvet back so I could get out. I slowly reached down for my clothing feeling Gary's eyes burning in the back of my head. Trying to get dressed as quick as possible, but on the outside going as slow as possible I couldn't make him think I just wanted sex then quickly run to my boyfriend... Once I was dressed I started brushing my hair looking out the corner of my eye at Gary layed in bed. He wasn't looking in my direction it looked like he was deep in thought. I finished my hair and grabbed my bag from the wardrobe. "Three words...is all I ask..." My back was facing Gary. I turned around. "Just three words Yasmin.." Gary wasn't even looking at me. "Y...you..know I can't..." I sighed softly. "You shouldn't of lead me on...shouldn't of slept with me more than once...shouldn't of got drunk and told me you loved me....yet you can't tell me three words which you truly mean." Gary was upset...I had a lump in my throat. I wanted to say them...but...why?! I don't want to end what me and Gary have, and now I want to tell him I love him?! "I...I...need some air!" I basically ran out the bedroom leaving Gary naked in mine and Robbie's bed. Once I was outside my stomach turned I need to be sick! My head was spinning. I held tightly to a fence of someones apartment. Feeling worse then I ever had my head was killing and I felt faint. My phone started ringing I didn't even have the strength to go into my bag and answer it. I closed my eyes for a brief minute...but when I opened them I was staring at the sky flat on my back. "G...Gary..." I whispered as my eyes closed and my phone started ringing again. "R....Robbi...ee..." Everything turned black.