Chapter 59

*Gary's point of view*

Mark didn't say anything he still kept me in a hug and i heard him swallow hard. Is he mad? Mark's not one to get mad.. but then again something like this has never happened. "Are you sure?" He finally spoke pulling away a little to look at my face. "W...what do you mean?" Slowly i looked up at him. His face was blank. "Is it not these hospital drugs or something?" Mark looked at me. "I...I'm sure..." I sighed wiping my eyes. "I'm guessing Robbie doesn't know? I am right?" Maybe it was a good idea i told Mark...I can trust him. "N...no..ermm...Mark...?" I looked at him. "Yes mate...?" He sat back in his chair. "I...I don't know what to do...what if..." My lip started to tremble. "Oh... the baby... is it...?" I knew he was going to ask this... and i don't know the answer to it. "I....i don't...know..." A soft sigh left my lips. Don't get me wrong my dream is to be a dad. I love Yasmin, but Robbie's her boyfriend... and he doesn't know about all this. "Right.... how did this all start?" Mark made himself comfy. He knew it would be a long story. "Well...." I began.


After an hour or more Mark finally knew the whole story. "You had a threesome?? Dirty bugger." Mark smiled softly. "Yeaah... well not me and Robbie you know... but he let me with Yasmin..." I smiled a little. "Well... seeing as that all began because Robbie let you have sex with his girlfriend... then isn't Robbie partly to blame? I mean it's not entirely his fault, but if he hadn't let you in the first place it wouldn't of carried on right?" Mark stroked my shoulder. "Y..yeah..." I didn't want to blame Robbie for the mess i've made to his relationship, but Mark has a point. "Do you love her?" Mark's face became more serious. All i could do was nod slightly. I heard him sigh a little. Out of my whole life of events this has been the hardest thing i've ever done confessing i'm having an affair with my best mate's girlfriend and saying i love her. "Does she love you?" He asked. I shrugged a little. "Has she been carrying it on too?" Of course she has? Otherwise i wouldn't be telling you this! Don't get mad Gary... he's helping. "What ever happens Gary... i'll be here for you... what ever you decide. And i'll be needing to talk to Yasmin too..." He stroked my knee. "T...Thank you.." My eyes started to fill. He real is like a brother no matter what happens Mark is there to help and i couldn't be more thankful. "Give us a cuggle." Mark winked. "Cuggle..." I smiled a little while some tears escaped. We hugged again. I'll be having a nurse to help out at my flat once i'm home. I can't fully walk properly so i need help, but having friends there too will help... hopefully Yasmin will visit...