chapter 41

I was woken by the sound of voices talking softly. I was lying in bed a single bed. Slowly I opened my eyes someone was holding my hand. I couldn't even make out who it was my vision was still a bit blurred. "Hello darling.." A voice whispered. "G...Gary?" My eyes slowly started to focus. "N..no..its Robbie. You're in the hospital..Gary found you." He stroked my hair. "What happened...." My breathing was slow and I felt out of breath. Robbie looked as if he had been crying his eyes were still red. "I only know that you was lying on the floor because you fainted.." Robbie sat back down. "B..Babe...why have you been crying..?" I stroked his hand. "I...I haven't.." That's one thing Robbie's bad at. Lying. "Tell me...please..." I reached to stroke his face. "You're...not pregnant...never were..." He sighed softly. Robbie's eyes looked so disappointed. "O..oh..." Well I knew from the start that I wasn't, but I had to make out its new to me. "The doctor told me there was no baby...and I though he meant you lost it when you fainted...but there wasn't one to loose..." I've never felt so awful in my life. I want a baby with Robbie...I really do..."Doesn't mean we can't try...right?" I held his hand tight and softly kissed his knuckles. "I know...but that could take ages.." I'll do anything to make this man happy..he means so much.. And whatever it takes I'll do it... "Come here.." I opened my arms. Robbie stood with and hugged me tightly. "Whatever it takes Rob..." I stroked his back. "Uh huh..." He nodded. As soon as we let go from our hug I gave him a deep meaningful kiss. "No...Yaz not here...you need to rest..." He pulled away from the kiss. "Who says? I feel perfectly fine...and practise makes perfect...and pleasure.." I winked at him.