Chapter 91

My breathing was out of control. "R...Rob..." I sobbed slowly turning round on my chair to face him. His face was still buried in his hands. "Why....?" I heard him say against his hands. "I...It meant...n...nothing...i love you..." I take deep short breathes to stop myself from being sick. "WHY YASMIN???? WHY???" Robbie's eyes were red from his tears and his voice sounded angry with a disappointed tone. Why did it have to come out this way?! "I...I...Don't...know..." My body was shaking all over. "Liar... both of you... how?? He's my....he was... my best mate... just go... i can't bare to look at you right now!!" I've truly broken his heart... "Rob....Robbie please...." I quickly made my way to him on the bed and sat beside him. "I...I bet you both were laughing behind my back... how long...?" He shook his head slightly still not giving me eye contact. "A..A few...m..months..." I swallowed hard. The room fell silent for a few minutes then Robbie moved his hands from his face again. "M...months...?" Slowly he turned his head to my stomach. Oh no.. he thinks... "N...no Rob....it's not...his..." My stomach was doing flips. "I...I've always dreamt...of being a father... to hold my child in my arms once they're born... to protect...to love them... late nights...early mornings... changes...feeds... just being there to support them...now that dream has been taken from me....ripping my heart to pieces..." Tears fell from his eyes and onto his jeans. "R...Rob...the baby's...it's yours..." Nervously i placed my hand on his back. "YOU DON'T KNOW THAT!" He moved away from me. "GET OUT YASMIN JUST GET OUT THE FUCK OUT! YOU'VE KILLED ME INSIDE! BROKEN MY HEART JUST GO!" He grabbed a photo frame on the nightstand and threw it across the room causing it to shatter into pieces. I've never felt so scared in my life he'd never hurt me... i know that for sure quickly i ran out of the bedroom. I went downstairs. Just before i opened the door to leave the house i heard a thud in the bedroom. Robbie completely burst into tears on the floor sobbing loudly. "I...I...Can't believe....she'd...she'd... do this....." He cried loudly on the floor. I've never hated myself so much before...breaking the man's heart who i love to pieces. I've got to warn Gary that he knows...

I arrived at Gary's house. My legs were like jelly. Thoughts were swimming around my head. Robbie thinks the baby's Gary's... he's going to hate me forever... Softly i knocked on Gary's door. After a few seconds a dark figure appear at the doors glass then the door came open. Gary stood shirtless wearing just his boxers with a green toothbrush hanging out the corner of his mouth which was plastered with white foamy toothpaste. "Yasmin?? What on earth has happened???" He removed the toothbrush and came out to me. I was still shaking from the shock. "R...R...Robbie...." I sobbed. "What's happened?! What's he done?? Has he hurt you??" Gary wrapped his arm around me. "N...No..." I cried loudly. "Come on.. let's get you in...." Gary walked me inside and closed the door behind us. We went into his living room it was rather big with dark shades of reds and browns. He sat me on the sofa and wiped his mouth on his arm. "I'll get us some tea...stay here...." Gary went into the kitchen. My head felt as if it was growing it was hurting so much i felt like i was about to pass out. "Yasmin?" I heard a voice speak holding a white mug in front of my eyes. Shit i must of been in my own world again. I looked up to see Gary holding out the mug he gave me a soft friendly smile. "T...Thanks.." I took it in my hands trying to calm me a little. Gary walked over to the seat beside me on the sofa. It felt awkward what am i going to say? The thought of hurting Robbie kept replaying in my mind i can't take it no more i can't. My tears came out uncontrollable i couldn't stop shaking. "Yasmin! You need to stay calm! For the baby's shake!" Gary pulled me close to him trying to calm me down it wasn't working i need Robbie i need to make everything better. "GAAAZ! I'm back!" The front door closed to. Oh no... I peered through Gary's arms. "Gaz where-" Mark walked into the room to see me in Gary's arms he frowned a little. "What's she doing here?" He didn't sound happy at all.